Love Life

I like to dream.

But i stay realistic when i do, because my imagination blurs when i dream of impossible or stuff thats unlikely.

And for a few months now ive been coming to realize that there is no way, for me to "find love" that, i can think of. I seriously doubt anyone would be or is even attracted to me in the slightest. And there are basically no ways for me to even find someone, only at school, where people just see me as weird i think. Like, i dont go outside, only ever when my parents force me to, nor do i do anything after school. I cant even connect with people of the same interest because im too scared to go to concerts or stuff like that. Usually you could at least connect with some friends of friends, but with the very few friends that i have and never see, that just doesnt happen. It sucks. You know what, its isnt even just thay i will not be able to find love, its the same for finding new friends who have similar interests to me.

I suck