I'm Autistic and i struggle alot with conversation (online and irl) even tho i love and enjoy talking to other's very much, please understand that if it seems like im very apathetic/lacking empathy, just go on about something or for a while (usually special interests unprompted) or give really dry responses i promise im not doing this on purpose its just how i am so please bear with me and just p... » Continue Reading
My boy spunklebob and his goofy Hijinks will Liberate me from the darkness.... We All need A little bit of Sponge bob in our lives. *this is probably the most comedy you'll see out of me ever* table, th, td { border: 1px solid » Continue Reading
I find comfort in knowing that in A few weeks all of this will be over, I wont have to be at an age where I have no support or help because I'm an adult, a failed human, I had hope a few months ago that things would get better. But I know they never Will. DONT ever say tell me i will. I hate when people say that, things wont get better everything that destroying my mental and physical health is ... » Continue Reading
I have no support system, no friends outside of the internet, zero relatives, my therapist is terrible and barely helps, my parents refuse to let me see a psychiatrist despite being depressed and scuicidal for 5 years. I really feel like I'm trapped considering all this, I don't know where to start if I want to ever get better or if someone in my situation really can? (sorry if this sounds super d... » Continue Reading
I love this song a lot titled "Back to the holler" I remember going on a walk last October while I was listening to this, and I stopped by this tiny bridge and I just started crying, I never thought there would be a day in my life where I was crying in public, but the view was just beautiful with the way the sun was rising early in the morning with the tiny bit of fog. I stayed there for like 5 w... » Continue Reading
i feel like its time i stop putting this off, its one of the few things i can do to present as a girl in some way without having my parents notice and its the only thing related to transitioning i have some experience with as i was doing voice training about 3 years ago. its gonna be tough needing to hear my voice this much but i guess » Continue Reading
probally gonna put it on YouTube and maybe bandcamp in october :root {--logo-blue: #00000; --darker-blue: #fff; --lighter-blue: #00000; --even-lighter-blue: #00000; --lightest-blue: #fff; --dark-orange: #fff; --light-orange: #00000; --even-lighter-or » Continue Reading
If It still had friends they would think IT was a psychopath. a dead stare behind cold and unfeeling eyes is the only remaining emotion it has left THE REST Obscured by a thick black cap resting upon its skull A bloody perverse skeleton left to limp by night » Continue Reading
i shouldnt be able to tell anyone anything about how they wanna use spacehey but i dont think all the deppressed teenagers and what not really care about ur online casino expertise or legal advice (not talking about anyone specific i've just seen too much buisness shit on here) » Continue Reading
Im a Fucking mess (if it wasn't already apparent). Ive disappointed and let down everyone in my life who tried to help me. Im 6 months away from being a goddamn adult, But all i spend my time doing is laying in my fucking bed, using the computer or crying instead of working or being responsible in anyway. iv'e tried so hard to get back on my feet but i just keep failing. everyone i knew actually ... » Continue Reading
I don't think I'll ever have friends or be in a relationship or experience any intimacy ever again. I shouldn't have pushed everyone away when I was depressed, but that's just life I guess. Hell if I died now I dont think anyone would notice I was gone. If I ever kill myself I don't want anyone to find my body, . I don't want to die bef » Continue Reading
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