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So the night before, I had a headache, go to bed and manage to bash my head on my nightstand in the night XD So I woke up with a headache as well as a lil bump on my head. Nothing much happened during the day, my parents gave me a super cute bat plushie called Eerie and my friend Robin gave me a handmade Vampire Money (the band) patch and handmade pin badges (an anarchy symbol and a "No gender onl... » Continue Reading
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12/12/2021 - On my way home, I was walking with Robin and Soraya and these kids (probably about year 8 or 9/ 13 or 14 years old) walking behind us were yelling "EMO!" at me, Soraya unzipped my bag and Robin zipped it back up, and as he was doing so he stuck his middle finger up at these kids, whether they saw or not, he said he didn't know, but I appreciate that he has my back. I'm really glad and... » Continue Reading
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Trigger warning (just in case): Self depreciation, negative feelings etc... *sigh* I need to vent, these past few months has been rough emotionally and mentally. Since mid September, things in my head have just started to go down hill. October was a total let down, so underwhelming, so much hype for such a poor outcome, I didn't even dress for Halloween. My emotions and feelings have been fluctua... » Continue Reading
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Me and my parents drove to Kings Lynn, it was kinda cold but it was good, a bit windy too. We walked round some of the shops, my dad saw an old toy shop he went in, before he got married. My dad and I had a look in there whilst my mum was buying stuff in a Chinese shop, he wanted to show me the model diggers and such but unfortunately they didn't have any. I think he wanted to get another model bu... » Continue Reading
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The whole squad! :D The whole squad went to Peterborough! First I met up with Robin (who looked very alt [for him at least], his jacket was awesome, he even had the patch I made for him on his jacket :D) at his house and we walked down to the police station and met up with Soraya (who was running a bit late, and dressed in their cute, childlike outfit). We saw Grace (who was dressed in a very 90's... » Continue Reading
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This morning I woke up to like nine notifications on my IG and they were all from my ex?? He sent one message and then several voice messages, I'm not sure why he seems to be trying to crawl back into my life. He texted that he "never forgot what I did to u. It just incravred into my brain like a jigsaw". Some of his voice messages go on about feeling the same things I felt, that can mean two thi... » Continue Reading
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We were allowed to come in dressed up for Halloween, we also have mock exams next week. I saw two people subtly dressed up as characters from Scooby Doo, and possibly four people dressed in onesies. I was dressed up of course, I'm always dressed for Halloween (apologies if that sounds rather pompous of me!). The prefects that organised the dress up day weren't even dressed up though, which was hel... » Continue Reading
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Robin and I went round town to go shopping for spooky stuff! It was fun! He didn't buy much, but his hoodie was cool ^^ We also saw a lot of alt people round town, which was strange because our lil rural town is usually full of boring normies who seem to be rather small minded. There was quite a few people with brightly coloured hair and wearing band tees, leather jackets, beanies, boots etc., It ... » Continue Reading
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I'm very glad I make my ex feel sick every time he sees me now lmao XD His exact message was "Whenever I look at u my stomach turns! I'm unsure of what it is but it drags me into wanting to say hello." Tbh I'm rather embarrassed about my first relationship, but ehh whatever, so long as no one asks about it. Anyway, nothing much happened at sixth form today, I have my new timetable but I'm not goi... » Continue Reading
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22/09/2021 - Ah, so I'm still slightly ill. I couldn't go on the geography trip, and I'm very disappointed about it. This three day trip to Eastbourne is part of the coursework that I spent three weeks working on, and it makes up for 20% of my A-Level. I may end up having to resit my A-Levels which is really something I do not want to do. The anger is gone atm, but I'm still a bit annoyed and ups... » Continue Reading
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18/09/2021 - So I did a lateral flow test yesterday evening and another one this morning and both of them came out as negative, so hopefully the test results are trust worthy. My throat is still sore and I still feel kinda tired but I don't feel dizzy! There is a cold going round and three of my friends caught it too, one of which has been off since the start of the week. I only just started to fe... » Continue Reading
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17/09/2021 - So I may have Covid Today was an absolute piss take. I was in school for basically the whole day and we didn’t do jack shit. Turn up for RE, teacher isn’t here, email her, doesn’t respond. Free period, I did something useful here at least, me and my friend Robin did some biology work that was set to do today because my teacher wasn’t gonna be in today (she told us yesterday). Then ... » Continue Reading
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