So, I’m back. After seven months of what can only be described as a full-blown life overhaul, it’s safe to say I’m not the same person who last posted here. Let’s just say the old me packed her bags, took a one-way trip to Self-Respectville, and decided she’s done being anyone’s doormat—friend or otherwise. Remember that guy I talked about last time? The one who had me all twisted up in my feelin... » Continue Reading
I don't even know where to start with this post. These past few days feel surreal, and I'm caught between happiness and frustration. Yesterday, I said "screw it" and bolted to the damn beach to clear my messed-up head, and now, everybody's got their panties in a twist. Why? Because I took one damn friend with me and didn't broadcast it to the entire fucking universe. Seriously, like I need to just... » Continue Reading
I have a stalker. Wow, you guys are getting a lot of content today. Anyways. I know what you guys are probably thinking... those that know me personally are probably like: "What? Another one?!" and everyone else is probably worried. So let me back up a little.... A couple of months ago, in a » Continue Reading
Alright, let's unravel this tangled web of emotions, shall we? So, there's this guy... I know, I know, there's always a guy, but hear me out! In my last post, I mentioned him, the one who's been on my mind. I'll admit, I do fancy him, but here's the twist – I don't want him catching wind of that. Boosting his ego like that? No, thank you. Now, in the midst of fancying him, there's this weird amb... » Continue Reading
I can feel myself doing it again. Or actually, am I really doing it again, or is this me pushing him away because I tend to avoid getting close to people? Let me give you guys some context. I like this guy. Shocker, I know, right? But wait, I actually do like him. This is not one of those "I get interested, and then I lose interest within like two weeks" type of things as usual. Or at least, I hop... » Continue Reading
Do you ever just feel stuck? Like you should be doing more? Lately, I've found myself in this peculiar state quite often, and it's a bit perplexing. On one hand, there's this nagging feeling that I should be doing more, yet on the other hand, I can't shake the belief that I'm right where I'm supposed to be. It's an internal tug-of-war that's become a recurring theme. I've adopted this life philoso... » Continue Reading
Hi, so, uh, this is gonna be my little corner of the internet. Like it says, it's pretty much going to be a public diary. My life is pretty chaotic, you know—for someone who barely leaves her house? Honestly, I'm not even sure how that's possible, but my friends describe it as some sort of novel or ongoing series. So, you're welcome to join if you want to read all about my mishaps and, unfortunat... » Continue Reading