I genuinely want to end it I can't keep doing this it's been this way since I was 9 I know my mom doesn't want me I know she's mad at me I always ruin everything she's right that I won't make it as an adult I don't even think I'm gonna wait till I'm 18 to do it I might end it when I'm 17 I don't think this is another depressive phase I don't see an escape from this death feels like the only way o... » Continue Reading
I don't think I've been this sulcidal and genuinely depressed since 4th grade I feel so fucking alone I know my mom is mad and she doesn't want me anymore I'm more closer to being an adult so I'm gonna get kicked out probably I'm pathetic I don't really even deserve to grow into an adult I doubt I'd contribute anything good to society I need a job I doubt I'm gonna get one though so I'm probably g... » Continue Reading
The stupid app keeps terminating my accounts I barely had mine for a week and the one before for less than a week let me talk abt my ed in peace I'm not hurting anyone it feels targeted honesty fuck their mods q°(°¯α·β ¯α· °)°ο½‘ » Continue Reading