I genuinely want to end it I can't keep doing this it's been this way since I was 9 I know my mom doesn't want me I know she's mad at me I always ruin everything she's right that I won't make it as an adult I don't even think I'm gonna wait till I'm 18 to do it I might end it
when I'm 17
I don't think this is another depressive phase I don't see an escape from this death feels like the only way out from this
my friends and family will move on I shouldn't have even been born in the first place
my mom didn't want to be a mother she just wanted kids to have around
I don't like why I was born
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fr@nkenst3insstitches
I actually couldn’t fall asleep cause I felt like I needed to stay awake so I started reading blogs here and I stumbled across your blog, I’m glad I did cause I think I was meant to respond and tell you your life is valuable. We don’t know each other, and I don’t know if you believe in God but I’m keeping you in my prayers. You’re strong, you can do this. I hope life gets better, you are loved.