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Category: Life
basically my whole life ive always felt fucked. i can never understand or know when something is making my circumstances or mental health worse or not, because my life always feel quite dire. for example, a lot of girls say that birth control was really bad for them, because they got crazy mood swings. but like what if i always have mood swings, but the birth control made it worse, but i dont noti... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
i should probably quit weed for a month or so, maybe even a year. but right now i can tell im feening for weed. its actually kinda pathetic and exactly the reason i should stop, because why am i feening for weed? it doesnt improve my life at all, i just get to feel good doing nothing lol. but the urge to smoke something is really strong, so im considering rolling a disgusting cigarette. KIDS DONT ... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
i put a curse on you peter strawson for making my professor think you were accesible to read in a first year philosophy class.......... i hope you will never write anything again, because reading your paper freedom and resentment has been the bane of my existence. because actually what the fuck are you trying to say? if you can't explain yourself well then don't say shit at all. and if a professor... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
been struggling with studying due to a lot of mental health issues that i got diagnosed with during my time at uni (BPD, PTSD, substance abuse). i am currently procrastinating studying, but i will do it today for realsies. and i hope to pass every final and the retake. i literally am only doing two courses and one retake so if i can't keep up with that, i am seriously going to drop out. it has bee... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i want to get this off my chest, but i'm lying to my therapist about being sober. i still smoke weed daily and i know i need/want to quit, but at the same time i don't want to...... i feel like an addict lol. but i see bad bitches smoking on instagram and i'm just wondering why should i stop? i am also a bad bitch who deserves to have fun. however, it does hurt my bank account lowkey. and it has m... » Continue Reading
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