sober

i want to get this off my chest, but i'm lying to my therapist about being sober. i still smoke weed daily and i know i need/want to quit, but at the same time i don't want to...... i feel like an addict lol. but i see bad bitches smoking on instagram and i'm just wondering why should i stop? i am also a bad bitch who deserves to have fun. however, it does hurt my bank account lowkey. and it has many other drawbacks. this summer i will be quitting... after i am done with finals lol... LIFE IS CRAZY DONT DO DRUGS