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i dont really feel like im 14. and i dont know how to feel about it. its strange. how did a year go by that fast? it was febraury last year not so long ago right? 12 months. is it even that long? alright, not many knew it was my birthday, but my mum and a friend remembered, so im happy with that, better than noone. today wasnt that interesting honestly, just felt like another day. what im mostly c... » Continue Reading
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im bad at focusing on stuff i dont want to do and get pretty distracted easily. so what ive been thinking about for the past few months is, what if i try focusing pills? im definetely sure that pills of these kind exist. but really, dont i need to like 18 to buy them from a pharmacy? or one of my parents. i dont want my parents involved though. ugh. mannn... maybe this focus issue is because of m... » Continue Reading
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im lost. im not sure how to use my time. not sure what decisions to make. not sure about anything. ive absolutely no direction but from go to school, get an education, get a job, and do whatever. i have no particular goals or aspirations/dreams. i have no idea where im going in my life. Though, im pretty sure thats not that uncommon among people my age. i doubt my peers know what they really want ... » Continue Reading
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i do not like mirrors. or just reflections in general. even my shadow. every time i look at a reflection, and can see myself , i hate it. i hate how it reminds me of how i look and every flaw and insecurity about my body. my face, my height, my weight, my hair, my features. i find it so damn difficult to simply have to stare at my myself. whether it be a reflective window, looking at a mirror, th... » Continue Reading
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i find it really difficult to focus and give my attention to uninteresting, too long, too difficult or not stimulating enough activites or tasks. im not sure if its from my screen or im just this way. well, it could be from the screen, since ive consumed thousands of unmemorable, instant gratifying videos, media/content from a really young age. This might of contributed to this short attention sp... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i sure do procrastinate. been procrastinating for along time. recently ive been procrastinating life stuff. like my tasks, to do, commitments, and even basic tasks, like brushing my teeth, taking a shower, cleaning, MEALS, so many things. i forget to do things a lot too, i forget to drink water frequently. very fustrating. quite bothersome. tbh, i find it difficult to see what kind of adult ill b... » Continue Reading
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last thursday school started. new grade, 9th. it feels strange. it seemed as though it was the start of last year when the new yr 7s came in, now its the same, but a year further. 365 days ago. how did it feel so fast? ive been in high school for 2 years already. thinking about that sure makes me reflect on how much time has passed. it gets me anxious. soon ill be in yr 10. more pressure, more st... » Continue Reading
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im 3 weeks into my 7 week school holiday. those were 3 VERY FRIGGIN fast weeks. And you know what? misused, mostly wasted time. like all the goals and tasks i set my self to do in this holiday are being procrastinated or forgotten. just 3 weeks of sitting in my room and consuming primarily valueless content like youtube and video games (screen addict 0-0), not making any good memories at all and g... » Continue Reading
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first blog entry!! 25/11/24 or 26/11/24 because when i finish this it'll be 12am to 26 nov 24 , eh. so yeah. just wanna meet new similar people on this site i registered today. » Continue Reading
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