turned 14 today, not sure how to react to it.

i dont really feel like im 14. and i dont know how to feel about it. its strange. how did a year go by that fast? it was febraury last year not so long ago right? 12 months. is it even that long? alright, not many knew it was my birthday, but my mum and a friend remembered, so im happy with that, better than noone. today wasnt that interesting honestly, just felt like another day. what im mostly concerned about is that im getting older. and theres more pressure and expectations. so are there many, many opportunites to take to, memories to experience, skills to gain and interests to pursue. its overwhelming and i dont know where to start.