wasting time

im 3 weeks into my 7 week school holiday. those were 3 VERY FRIGGIN fast weeks. And you know what? misused, mostly wasted time. like all the goals and tasks i set my self to do in this holiday are being procrastinated or forgotten. just 3 weeks of sitting in my room and consuming primarily valueless content like youtube and video games (screen addict 0-0), not making any good memories at all and going back to bad habits. Sure it was fun to have so much free time but its bad to just return to sitting behind a screen from several hours a day and turning my brain to moosh. Having too much free time gets me anxious as hell. 

Like i should have spent more of the time maybe getting a new hobby, trying a new skill, continuing or starting new fun cool projects, going out more to explore and basically what i promised myself to do. But, i didnt. and now nearly half the school holidays are over. 

So yea, wasting time. Or more accurately , wasting my life.

Hopefully i can use the remainder of time i have left. 

rahrahrahrahh gahgah gah gahhh gahhh.