stars are supposed to shine bright to be beautifull and burn, right? to be hot and torn apart to sometimes fade away, but glowing in a sprite to be wonderful, i'll make this sacrifice breaking their heart as mine soul sufice making my meat cage art, rotting inside i wanna be percived as something divine light as a feather, i feel like i'm in heaven deadly cold even in a sunny weather brittl » Continue Reading
acho que se minha mãe tivesse me amado na infância eu não seria tão fudida mentalmente e hj em dia eu não descontaria tudo em comida pra no final de tudo ainda chorar pq sou uma obesa de merda » Continue Reading
i'm fucking disgusting porker who can't stop eating my body is so repulsive i wish i was never born to live in this stupid meat suit made of chub why i can't fucking stop eating and bieng a pig making a hog of myself » Continue Reading
Oiii pessoal do spacehey, eu tô escrevendo meu primeiro livro e não faço ideia doq tô fazendo e se tô fazendo direito, se vc quiser me ajudar a escrever meu livro ou ser meu beta reader entre em contato comigo amo vcs. » Continue Reading
meu deus como eu continuo a bosta do meu livro eu só pensei no início e no plot twist dele eu sou uma autora pessima, só tem 10 páginas escritas até agr scr » Continue Reading
i can still understand everything but grammar is getting so much harder to me again, idk what is happening, i didn't stop consuming english media or writing, i'm just getting dumber » Continue Reading
warning: my english sucks and i am going insane i hate not having any control about my life and how living sucks for me so i'll write kink fanfiction to forget about this shitty livinghood. i write like a 8 years old so it's gonna be a real bad college fic with cheesy cringe quotes and dialoge that don't really make any sense. anyway i don't know if i'm a fairy kin (otherkin stuff) or if i'm just ... » Continue Reading
hey, i haven't been updating my blog for 2 months bcs i just forgot this existed, i'm doing a lot better btw i was even able to get approved to senior year!!! thanks for the support some of you all gave me, here is my soundcloud profile!!! https://on.soundcloud.com/T86CKW1Z3HiSvJnp7 » Continue Reading
No, i don't hate doctors bcs a have some phobia related to hospitals or any stuff like that, i just the fact that doctors fail with minorities so much and they can get away with that so easily, now hear me out bcs i have a LOT to say. for some context, i live in brazil, and all of the reasearch is either in portuguese or only applies to latino-america statistics. » Continue Reading
I'll be in senior year in less than three month (if don't fail my finals) an d that makes me feel so... wierd? in less than one year from now i'll have to get a job (going to a good university in the country i live is very hard if you didn't had proper education, my parents were never able to afford a good school, ngl i'm kinda smart and maybe i could get a schoolarship in a cheaper college if i'l... » Continue Reading
I'm getting more involved in witchcraft and spiritual stuff recentally and my mom is actually being (kind of) """supportive""" towards that???¿¿¿?? wich is unusual because she is a very intolerant catholic small-mind woman most of the time. Sure, she says that what i'm worshiping the devil all all of my silly little rituals to attract healty and happines to my life with plants and natural stuff a... » Continue Reading
I know i'm fucked when the only thing that is making me happy currently is either reading or writing wierd kinky stuff on ao3, i'm so stressed these days i swear to god i'm almost stealing my father's gun so i can shoot my brains out, i've bearly been able to exercise without almost passing out or without my heart exploding because of how tired and stressed (and maybe malnourished too) my body is,... » Continue Reading