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check out my shitty music

Category: Life

hey, i haven't been updating my blog for 2 months bcs i just forgot this existed, i'm doing a lot better btw i was even able to get approved to senior year!!! thanks for the support some of you all gave me, here is my soundcloud profile!!! https://on.soundcloud.com/T86CKW1Z3HiSvJnp7 » Continue Reading

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I fucking hat doctors and the whole medical system - here's why

Category: Life

No, i don't hate doctors bcs a have some phobia related to hospitals or any stuff like that, i just the fact that doctors fail with minorities so much and they can get away with that so easily, now hear me out bcs i have a LOT to say. for some context, i live in brazil, and all of the reasearch is either in portuguese or only applies to latino-america statistics. » Continue Reading

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living is so boring i don't wanna live as a functional adult person

Category: Life

I'll be in senior year in less than three month (if don't fail my finals) an d that makes me feel so... wierd? in less than one year from now i'll have to get a job (going to a good university in the country i live is very hard if you didn't had proper education, my parents were never able to afford a good school, ngl i'm kinda smart and maybe i could get a schoolarship in a cheaper college if i'l... » Continue Reading

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i'm kinda happy rn (for once in my life)

Category: Life

I'm getting more involved in witchcraft and spiritual stuff recentally and my mom is actually being (kind of) """supportive""" towards that???¿¿¿??  wich is unusual because she is a very intolerant catholic small-mind woman most of the time. Sure, she says that what i'm worshiping the devil all all of my silly little rituals to attract healty and happines to my life with plants and natural stuff a... » Continue Reading

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life update (and more vent lol☠️☠️)

Category: Life

I know i'm fucked when the only thing that is making me happy currently is either reading or writing wierd kinky stuff on ao3, i'm so stressed these days i swear to god i'm almost stealing my father's gun so i can shoot my brains out, i've bearly been able to exercise without almost passing out or without my heart exploding because of how tired and stressed (and maybe malnourished too) my body is,... » Continue Reading

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i miss my brother

Category: Life

He didn't moved out of my house or died or nothing like that, he just have been pushing me away for the last three years, it took me too long to realise he was slowly slipping out of my life and now he acts almost like a total stranger to me. For some context he is my twin and we used to be close, like, really close, i did'nt had many friends growing up and have pretty bad mental illness + emotion... » Continue Reading

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atypical anorexia sucks bcs i won't even make me skinny (TW: ed)

Category: Life

(first of all sorry for posting so much vent texts abt my ed, i'm trying to get the fuck out of edtwt bcs people are too mean there and here is the only place i can really talk about that stuff 😭😭 again, sorry for my bad english i never really learned that language right tbh) I just feel so stupid, i've been fucking up with my body and health for two fucking years and i was never able to be in a b... » Continue Reading

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mother (vent)

Category: Writing and Poetry

You say you love me when you want me to stop crying like a child in front of everyone, but i just cry harder everytime you do this. How is it possible to love someone who you hate everything about? How is possible to look a person you love in the eyes so disgusted and angry like you look on mine? I break every bone and muscle in my body everyday trying to mimic the the girl you expect to me but it... » Continue Reading

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I LOVE WOMEN

Category: Romance and Relationships

I LOVE WOMEN SO MUCH, I DON'T CARE WHAT MY STUPID DUMB MOTHER SAYS, I WOULD NEVER BE STRAIGHT EVEN IF IT SEXUALITY WAS AN OPTION!!! listing my types of women to date bcs i'm bored and i just love them so much bye 1°: curvy/chubby/fat bossy femmes with a sassy attitude and great style 2°: buff woman with a really sweet golden retriever personality 3°: skinny pale gamer mascs or studs with locs who ... » Continue Reading

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i see no meaning in life if can't be pretty

Category: Life

(tw: eating disorders) vent again bcs i'm dramatic and fucked up I know i'm very superficial, i don't need any reminder of that. I hate living in this disgusting body so fucking much, i hate all of my extra skin, my fat thighs and stomach, my huge arms etc, everything in my body is so grotesque. I still fell like the obese girl i was, i weight 124lbs/56kg now but i somehow still so fucking huge, i... » Continue Reading

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silly girl yapping over representation

Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

I just love so much the fact that the most watched series (at least in my country) of netflix right now is arcane!!!! i swear, i love that animation!!! The backstory of every character is so well written, the relationship between them are so complex and real, the world building is fucking amazing, the magic system is so good!!! The fact this amazing piece of art have so much representation makes m... » Continue Reading

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i'm fucked (vent! tw: eating disorder)

Category: Life

i'm sure i'll fail that school year bcs of how much classes i missed for being to depressed to get out of bed. My twin brother is in the same school year as me and tried to help me a lot (really, he's such a good and helpfull person and has been the only  one in my family trying support me, he is a little distant/cold towards me and don't talk to me a lot but i just love him so much!), i am fast a... » Continue Reading

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