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Turn Me Off

Category: Writing and Poetry

2019 First hit, first kiss, first miss. We were meant to mean everything but now we're just nothing. And there's no way to stop my spiral, but to turn off your vinyl. And let me breathe before I go again. We're a story that never ends in my head. Because you know I can't breathe without you. I know that I deserve better. I've heard it enough to stop believing and without you I stop breathing.  » Continue Reading

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I Don't Miss You

Category: Writing and Poetry

14/06/21 I saw you walking down the street yesterday. You look the same. I never saw your face but I knew it was you by the way you walked and changed the song you were listening to because it didn’t fit the mood. You were gone when I drove by again. I forgot you lived so close. I almost forgot about you completely. I don’t miss you but I miss those times. Before I had to wear a mask. (Two reasons... » Continue Reading

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Summers Come and Gone

Category: Writing and Poetry

05/02/21 The music takes over The thoughts are gone They fly free like a beautiful song The waves are coloured The song is sad And the words remind me of the time we had But we wasted away And we can never go back Life was perfect before the world attacked The music is all that’s left The guitars together blur And maybe in a different universe I wasn’t with her It was you. -Mattatat » Continue Reading

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Homophobia is a Sin

Category: Writing and Poetry

26/03/21 The congregation gathers the priest begins to speak They all pretend to matter to the higher God they preach  Their sins are repent their lies go away On Jesus’ dead body they begin to pray  The blood spilled is nothing nothing but a ticket To do everything wrong all that God prohibits  “Love thy neighbour” or everyone like you Take in the Bibles words but then misconstrue  Your tattoo of... » Continue Reading

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Tell the Congregation I Don't

Category: Writing and Poetry

17/06/21 It's hard to say I do when I don't, It's hard to say I will when I won't. It's hard to be how you want me to be, It's easier to be a cold dead shell than me. It's simple to break but not to put back together, It's difficult to believe that we both belong here. But I'll keep saying I do when I don't, I'll keep saying I will when I won't. Because I'm not strong but I am built, For a life th... » Continue Reading

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Wedding Rings for Summer Flings

Category: Writing and Poetry

1/11/19 Wedding rings for summer flings and all the other stupid things I said to get you into bed.  I tried to send you a letter but you never gave me your address, maybe it’s because you were too busy getting undressed with someone else.  I keep my jealousy close because I’m the only one you own I am the best out of them all.  The compass around my neck telling me where to go and who not to know... » Continue Reading

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Secondhand Sadness

Category: Writing and Poetry

14/06/21 I saw you walking down the street yesterday. You look the same. I never saw your face but I knew it was you by the way you walked and changed the song you were listening to because it didn’t fit the mood.  You were gone when I drove by again.  I forgot you lived so close. I almost forgot about you completely. I don’t miss you but I miss those times. Before I had to wear a mask. (Two reaso... » Continue Reading

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