Spied and Groom

25/02/21

I thought it was a good idea

Seeing as I’d never see ya in real life

But now I look back in regret

Of all the faces I never truly met

It’s not like that was first thing I saw

And I’m waiting for the haunted memories to thaw

And see the truth

I was a whore but just for you (and maybe him too)

I never really had a clue

That this wasn’t what I was meant to do

I was only a kid

I begged for validation

Human incarceration

You made my skin crawl and my heart fall out

And you knew

I was a whore but just for you (and maybe him too)

I never really had a clue

That this wasn’t what I was meant to do

I was only a kid

What age are you

I’m twenty two

I’m fifteen

That’s fine as long as you promise me

You won’t tell

-M