Fuck being sick

I have been sick for the past 4 days and it’s miserable. Not even just being sick, but not seeing anyone. I haven’t seen my friends since they left for Disney, I haven’t even been able to see my other friends for a long while now. I’m just lonely. I want so badly to be done being sick so I can see people. I miss my boyfriend so much and I feel like this long ass pause in seeing each other isn’t helping. I just feel like I annoy him, I know he’s told me I’m not annoying him, but I just feel bad. I wish I had more to talk about, I feel like I’m so boring and clingy, and this whole not seeing or touching anyone in days is driving me mad and making my anxiety a million times worse. I just need to be held and told I’m loved and cared for, but I can’t get that cuz I’m sick and I can’t get him sick. Not being able to see other human beings is torture. I crave going to school, just for some social interaction. I hope I’m feeling better by Friday so I can go out with my friends.