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February 13, 2025
Category: Life
Today I listened to The Cure without thinking (a lot) of you. But tomorrow is February 14 and it’s Friday. And I can’t stop thinking about that. » Continue Reading
sofi2000
"sprawled on cathedral steps"
I’m a real nowhere man
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February 10, 2025
Category: Life
To my rolling stones keychain: I want you to know that I'm sorry I gave you away. I don't even know if he stills haves you. I want to think he does since you were a christmas present but honestly I don't want to know. I miss you and I wish you were on my backpack right now. I want to get you back but I know I can't now. » Continue Reading
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January 26, 2025
Category: Life
I can’t stand it, you know? I scream into the void, the plushies that walked next to me all my life are the ones witnessing. I can’t stand anymore the fact that I let you go. Please I would like you to come back, but of course you are not going to. I would believe you if you say you never even wanted to be here (but I guess I should start to shut the fuck up about that). I bite my finger through a... » Continue Reading
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January 26, 2025
Category: Life
Yesterday I was thinking about you. And how I never got over you, completely. Remember the music I gave you and all the shit that never happened. You never even knew I liked you (I was not even sure back then). Maybe if you had found out it would have made sense to both of us. We were not even that close, for you to found out. Keep playing your song. Sophisticated Omnipotent Particular Halo Imma... » Continue Reading
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January 14, 2025
Category: Life
I wrote a song for him. It’s not a good one and it does not make sense, but it was never meant to just like him. What a pretty color Your black eyes What a pretty color Like cinnamon And the sand My hands so cold Don’t do it like that I just like to see you here And only you I just loved you that way What a pretty poem The sun and that song What a pretty pic » Continue Reading
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January 13, 2025
Category: Life
I’m definitely failing physics class, but a friend and I are already thinking in a way to not present an exam to pass it. I’m not wearing makeup today, so I probably look sick and groty. Cause after almost five years without acne it suddenly decided to show up. That only shows how good and bad life can get at once. If I let myself be 100% honestly I feel such like a shitty friend (or person in gen... » Continue Reading
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January 6, 2025
Category: Life
Here I am again and I find out I have nothing to say. Actually I’m pretty sure I want to say something, I just can bring myself to find it. I would say I’m not like fully ok, but that’s not new at all, actually I don’t feel that bad after all. Or maybe I actually feel horrible and it’s just about the moment I’m writing this. First I only have two real friends, and one it’s the guy who wants to be ... » Continue Reading
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December 19, 2024
Category: Life
Today was the last day of school, from now it's officialy vacations. i feel a little left out of my grup of friends. Things have went like usual w that guy (the dead line is 1st of january). But tomorrow I'm meeting w some old friends and I feel good tbh. Next year is full of hopee. » Continue Reading
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December 12, 2024
Category: Life
I’m naturally evil I don’t deserve to be loved or forgiven I’m naturally hateful and disgusting I’m doomed with my own company I was born angry and jealous I was born to destroy myself I had been angry all my life I don’t deserve sympathy I’m already losing it I hate everything I hate myself I hate you I can’t change My blood can’t change I’m unlovable and I know » Continue Reading
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December 9, 2024
Category: Life
I just ignored you and felt fucking nothing about it. I don’t want to see you this days, I don’t want to text you today. Don’t send me the song about love that makes you think of me, not when you didn’t cared two weeks ago. Don’t write me poems, cause I can’t feel them right now. I don’t want to know anything about you this week, not when I started to unlove you. Give me this week (this might be ... » Continue Reading
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November 19, 2024
Category: Life
I feel bad. He tells me that he likes me. I don’t (want to) believe him. Cause how can he love… well me, cause all the monsters I have been. Actually I’m not sure if he knows about it. I thought I was the nowhere man… but he called me nice & pretty. Since I told him the true, I don’t want to see him anymore. I don’t want him to see me after all I confessed. Maybe is cause I’d always been the “tou... » Continue Reading
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October 20, 2024
Category: Life
Wake up. Time to face the reality and let them go. » Continue Reading