Now the only thing I feel for you is jealous. To be honest I think you don’t really realize how great you are from far and how small you make people feel next to you and all the things you can do. I kinda understand why they left you (cause at the end I did too) but I would understand if you can’t understand that. Cause you are great but you’re also an asshole when talking to people. » Continue Reading
Yesterday I got the feeling that I was never going to get to use my new headphones. That before that they were going to get stolen or I was going to die. If I used them in that moment they were going to get stolen, and how was I going to explain that to my mom when I bought them with the money I was not allowed to use? But if I didn’t, I was going to die in a way I don’t want to be remembered. Any... » Continue Reading
God knew I would be too much if I had been treated like a decent human being by my older siblings when I was a child. And I had learn to choose the right friends. » Continue Reading
You Only Live Once This morning I realized that I don’t do stuff out of procrastination. But being honest I also feel that I’ll have a million chances more to do the things right. And the true is that one day changes are going to happen and I had run out of tries. I can’t live a lot of different lives in one that I don’t even treat like imine. One day I’m going to die and then that’s the end, the ... » Continue Reading
I thought a guitar was going to fix my life, I was wrong. I have a guitar now but I don’t play it, I have a lot of shit to do stuff but I don’t do it and then say I’m bored/boring. I don’t know why I can’t bring myself to do stuffs. Im up to do nothing at all but I want to do something. I like to write here. I don’t like to be like this. Please someone take me out of this little place in my mind. » Continue Reading
Yesterday… Walking down the rain The wetness of my pants reached to my thighs And I can’t breathe Thinking about me telling you the lies I said last night You telling me the lies you said all this months I’m cold and I want to go to bed Yesterday… I’m dying and shaking since my lungs stop » Continue Reading
I'm sorry if your head is buzzing. They are right when they said you did nothing wrong. You just soemtimes need to blame on someone. » Continue Reading
It’s sucks. It’s Friday (and Valentine’s Day) and I’m not in love. Well of course is really not that bad, a lot of people are single this day and I got to spend time with my best friends at school, that I don’t see a lot. But I will soon be 17 and I have never been in a relationship. And I mean it, not even like in kindergarten or primary school, yk that kind of stuff. And I have never kissed some... » Continue Reading
Today I listened to The Cure without thinking (a lot) of you. But tomorrow is February 14 and it’s Friday. And I can’t stop thinking about that. » Continue Reading