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I’m not the kind of person that would get married. But I’m the person about whom you’re going to think at night lying on the mattress. Wonder what would had happened if I had never left that summer. Was it your fault? Of course no, I was wrong since the beginning. Then you’re going to look at the one you love, next to you. You’re going to feel happy, happy that you found them, happy that you never... » Continue Reading
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Your friendship is like having brothers. No wonder why I always wanted to be an only child. » Continue Reading
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I’m back writing here. I’m supposed to be studying for my maths and chemistry test but i kinda don’t feel like it, just like yesterday. My hair is a mess, just like yesterday too. I was in the restroom and realized I have a hickey. Or more like the red spot that appeared on my clavicle in the morning two days ago, looks like one. Which is kinda embarrassing cause i didn’t even realized it was stil... » Continue Reading
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Now the only thing I feel for you is jealous. To be honest I think you don’t really realize how great you are from far and how small you make people feel next to you and all the things you can do. I kinda understand why they left you (cause at the end I did too) but I would understand if you can’t understand that. Cause you are great but you’re also an asshole when talking to people. » Continue Reading
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Yesterday I got the feeling that I was never going to get to use my new headphones. That before that they were going to get stolen or I was going to die. If I used them in that moment they were going to get stolen, and how was I going to explain that to my mom when I bought them with the money I was not allowed to use? But if I didn’t, I was going to die in a way I don’t want to be remembered. Any... » Continue Reading
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God knew I would be too much if I had been treated like a decent human being by my older siblings when I was a child. And I had learn to choose the right friends. » Continue Reading
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You Only Live Once This morning I realized that I don’t do stuff out of procrastination. But being honest I also feel that I’ll have a million chances more to do the things right. And the true is that one day changes are going to happen and I had run out of tries. I can’t live a lot of different lives in one that I don’t even treat like imine. One day I’m going to die and then that’s the end, the ... » Continue Reading
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I thought a guitar was going to fix my life, I was wrong. I have a guitar now but I don’t play it, I have a lot of shit to do stuff but I don’t do it and then say I’m bored/boring. I don’t know why I can’t bring myself to do stuffs. Im up to do nothing at all but I want to do something. I like to write here. I don’t like to be like this. Please someone take me out of this little place in my mind. » Continue Reading
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Yesterday… Walking down the rain The wetness of my pants reached to my thighs And I can’t breathe Thinking about me telling you the lies I said last night You telling me the lies you said all this months I’m cold and I want to go to bed Yesterday… I’m dying and shaking since my lungs stop » Continue Reading
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Nothing ever happened, and that’s the final deal. I may regret it Tho. » Continue Reading
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The tension between me and lying about every aspect of my life... » Continue Reading
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