Anger management has taught me a few things that I have begun to apply to my daily life, and I feel like I’ve changed in healthy ways. Sure it’s something that has barely scratched the surface of the volcanic rage I have to keep from exploding with volatile words I call my lava. Lava spews out of my mouth sometimes, worse than any way that you can imagine. I refer to myself as a Doberman on a leas... » Continue Reading
The curves of my body are a playground. While I move in ways that show that I stretch To fit inside your entaglements As though we fuse to be one. The curves of my body speak truths They show stories of things I've never forgotten Of being touched by those I wanted An unable to forget those I didn't. The curves of my body Call to you As though you need to come home. » Continue Reading
My body is not yours for the taking, Nor should I have to give it to you any moment you demand. You're a vile creature, I can still feel your hands all over me. My body is not yours for the taking, A place to dispose of your unwanted mess. My heart is closed off, because of your actions; know you weren't the first I doubt you'll be the last, but you didn't succeed, unlike all the others. My body i... » Continue Reading
My desire to watch things burn is something I can't explain. It's like I have this darkness inside of me wanting to burst forth in a screaming rage. People have used me, tortured me, tormented me, and left me broken. It never broke me though; » Continue Reading
This is a piece i wrote. I self harm forewarning I took the scissors to my arm I wanted to shut out the world I took the scissors to my arm To stop the screaming inside my brain I took the scissors to my arm To maybe find a way to qwell the demons That tell me to hurt to feel better I took the scissors to my arm Because the demon that lives in me Wants me to hurt things I love. I took the scissor » Continue Reading
It feels so weird to be back, but it's giving me nostalgia to be back. I had a rough ride with a guy on this site all the years ago, but 14 years later it feels like it came full circle » Continue Reading