So recently I slept over at a friends which was new for me seeing as I have not slept over at a friends house in over 2 and half years I felt anxious about it but I ultimately ended up having a pretty good time I find my self entering a new journey of meeting new people and creating new connections to people and I'm still not sure completely how I feel about letting new people in my life. There is... » Continue Reading
So recently I've found myself becoming more social however I realized that I am extremely afraid of being hurt again because I've been hurt so many times I know that is something that I have to deal with on my own because I shouldn't project my feelings onto others but its almost like being social with new people triggers up some sort of ptsd I guess this is something I can't ignore moving forward... » Continue Reading
Ive gone through a lot these past couple of months and its starting to take its toll on me I can't really sleep Ive been waking up on and off multiple times throughout the night and to be honest im mentally drained I will be okay though because I have no choice but to be =( -Blue » Continue Reading
Im a late bloomer what does that mean you may ask well it means that in the 23 years of my existence I have never been with anyone beyond kissing I've never had a boyfriend I've never been asked out on a date nothing like that and to be honest with you most days it doesn't even faze me other days though it just simply fucking sucks. When I was younger I always thought that there was something wro... » Continue Reading
Recently I've found myself friendless the reason well thats because I set boundaries and refused to settle for the scraps of companion ship My so called friends thought would be okay to give me. Something that no one talks about is the hardship of creating and maintaining your friends in your early 20s. I guess thats something the older generation never struggled with but it is common in this gen... » Continue Reading