Life has been so up and down recently, My boyfriend and I almost broke up this weekend and I was devastated thankfully we've been able to get through it but...Now I feel like I'm afraid of how easily he was willing to get rid of me. Im glad we got passed it but I feel like if we fight again would he want to break up with me I don't know. I guess I can't think to deep about it Because I don't have ... » Continue Reading
I hate working and then working hours upon hours to still be FUCKING BROKE IS FUCKING SICKENING!!!! When will I become a millionaire. ~Basic » Continue Reading
Hello, Im back a lot has changed in the past years since I've been on here I guess the first one is, I have a BOYFRIEND lol I really still can't believe that tomorrow makes our 4 month anniversary and I couldn't be happier. We met on OkCupid lol. I didn't expect us to actually date but 4 months later here we are. If you don't remember this is my first boyfriend @25 years old lmaoo. But not to make... » Continue Reading
I find myself seemingly beginning to feel happy I still find myself dealing with turmoil as well but these path few days a lot of good things have happened and it made me realize that the two cannot exist without each other you can't have bad without good and you can't have good without bad. I still find myself feeling anxious about what's to come because I've felt so bad for so long that it low-k... » Continue Reading
Why is life so fucking hard all the time I'm trying to keep it together because I want so much for myself but man its hard I never understood what dory meant by "just keep Swimming" Until I got older it can't help but feel like Im fighting a losing battle A fight I was never meant to win. But imaging to keep fighting because I mean it won't be like this forever right? -Blue Everyone you meet is fi... » Continue Reading
I hate that even though months have passed I still can't let what happened go I think it stems from that fact that I really didn't deserve that I was good to this person anything thing this person asked for I did I was always a ride or die for this person and it took nothing for them to let me go and thats the part that hurts the most because even when I think back to when we were kids all I ever ... » Continue Reading
Why was I chosen to be the loveless valentine one who has never experienced the butterflies or seen the sparkle in someones eye why was I chosen to be the one who sits on the sideline and watch as it happens for everyone else. Sometimes its easier to pretend that you don't care but deep down you know it affects you I hope I will be one day I will become the valentine who is full of love and is lov... » Continue Reading
Yeah so life's been a little tough for me recently and I'm just trying to make it through! somedays its okay everything fine and then the next day its nothing but bad mental health and chaos but hey I guess thats life LOL. I feel stagnant at this point I see everyone progressing and I'm just stuck in the same place I hope things will change for me soon. -Blue » Continue Reading
Merry Christmas to all who celebrate and happy holidays to anyone who celebrates something else thoughts and prayers to anyone who maybe suffering this holiday season whether it be the first Christmas without a loved one or financial struggles or just Holliday blues I'm with you and it will be okay. Merry Christmas » Continue Reading