Yep. That is what it is. That is what has been causing my angina, tired feeling, confusion, and dizziness. Have to change the way that I live totally if I am going to survive, be comfortable, and have a quality of life that I want to take part in. It's a scary gun to look down, most of all for a old man who is mentally ill. Still I have to keep trying. » Continue Reading
I spent quite a bit of cash on a new adult trike. It is said to be for elderly folk... Funny to read that, and that it is for the handicapped. My health has been in slow decline the past year being less and less active. Less and less drawn to the want to be around others. Sleeping more, and spending many hours of last fall just laying in bed dreaming of the past, things long dead including many lo... » Continue Reading
Been gone for the better part of a month, and suffering through that time with that pain slowly ebbing away until it is something of a background noise. Very glad for that. With my blood sugars more under control, less weakness, aching, and the coming of spring i've been much more active. Hoping that I will get the Covid-19 vac soon. For sure i'll be freed up to take the bus around again, and coul... » Continue Reading
Been getting into the idea of doing cell shading on my clothes. Really just altering my clothes in some rather major ways. Tried my hand and cell shading a old pair of jeans tonight. Spend three hours or more on it failing. That is how it goes sometimes though. Just have to failbetter next time. Have most of the crafting and art supplies picked up and put into plastic boxes, as well as all but a f... » Continue Reading
So fucking cold outside, but not as hellish as it has been in the past couple of weeks. Been hating on the bright sunlight reflecting up from the ice and snow. We need to have some thick black velvet blockout curtains in the windows. B would never go for that though kinda of sadly. Had four screens going this morning. Picture Picture, two monitors, and one showing the view from the ISS. Starting t... » Continue Reading