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Category: Life
I’m standing at a crossroad. Literally and figuratively. I’m scared. I’m overwhelmed. I’m stressed out and stretched thin. I can’t take another denial, rejection , being fired, being disqualified. I’m tired of struggling. I’m tired of having to persevere or push through adversity. They say when you hit rock bottom the only way is up. But the true tea is you gone stumble, fall short, get knocked do... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I can’t stop thinking about you and what Could’ve been…. More like what should’ve been. I wonder do you think about me still ? Do you ? Or am I just a distant memory ? The hold you have on me still, like a moth to a flame. I’m drawn to you. With Your Empress energy , you enchant me. Your presence gives me courage to be the real me and I will cherish that for the rest of my life. I hope one day we... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
the universe will get you together real quick. don't waste time fighting against it, go with the flow.in due time everything will fall into place. im grateful that I stuck thru all the rejection, denials and disqualifications. everything you worked for, cried about, prayed for, manifested, spoke into existence, claimed is about to come true. aint no turning back for me im in it til its over! » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I've been down so many times that I find comfort in the ground. I feel like no matter what I do it's never good enough. I feel like no matter how many times I try, how many times I pray, I cry, I wish, I sacrifice it's all for nothing. im overwhelmed. im exhausted. my birthday is in 4 days and I just keep taking hit after hit after hit. im trying to remain positive but the emotional blows are star... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
look at you, just when you thought you wouldn't make it, you pull through. look at you, just when you lost all hope, you see a sign and can let out that sign of relief. look at you, going from surviving to thriving. look at you, maintaining your composure despite the bullshit. look at you, making a way out of no way, making due with what little you have and still being GREATFULL and THANKFULL. loo... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
when you return to the jungle, the chaos, the hurt, the trauma, the environment after gathering yourself and you being tested remember that feeling of relief you felt once you cried your last tear because you felt that deep down you knew everything was going to be more than alright but beyond your wildest dreams. don't settle for the bare minimum remember you're a genus. you can create anything yo... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I always knew I was different, a little weird, off, unique, alternative are just some of the many words that have been used to describe me. when I was in the 6th grade my one of my teachers asked the group parent teacher conference "Do anyone here thinks [DEADNAME] is a genius? my mother said no. as a kid that fucked my self worth and confidence up. I've been dimming my light and tucking my tail t... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
as a city kid all I can remember is It never being quiet outside like it is in the country. its always something going on or somebody doing something or something going off like is there really any tine the whole world just took a moment to rest? im talking as silent as a tree falling and no-one there to witness it. im talking a mouse pissing on a cotton ball. like who even knows what that sounds ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
ima call you by yo real name. what the fuck I look like calling you by a nick name. when im speaking life into you im not calling you no nickname. when I pray for you i call you by yo real name. when I scream to the heavens because of you ima call you by yo real name. if I wanted to put a spell on you, ima call you by yo real name. if I wanted to hex you, Ima call you by yo real name. even demons ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
im tired of fleeing from places I should call home. home aint never been safe for me. ever since I could remember I've been homeless. it all started the first time I was kicked out. before I get into it let me put you on game behind the reasoning why...... so im a junior in high school and my gf at the time nicknamed Twinkster and I had an off day. it wasn't all lovey lovey like it usually is. I r... » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
so yesterday I started my first indoor garden. im so excited to grow my own herbs and really start my own A.pot.HE.cary. starting out with some basil cilantro red and green apple seeds. I have a feeling this is gone change my life. I have opened the chamber of secrets. im going to be real intentional this go around. documenting and recording daily. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I just recent reflected and reread all my old blog posts and wow. I have grown sooooo much. The thing is I had to go through all of that so I know what I know time. we really need to give ourselves grace for things that only TIME can teach us. All the things I wanted, I have now. I wanted out of that toxic relationship I was in and I did that plus way more. I met a man that changed my life serious... » Continue Reading
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