Fooled myself into thinking you were someone dependable. Such a hopeless endeavor, cuz to you I'm expendable. You say you support me and drop heart emojis in my feed, but can't be bothered and ghost me when I'm really in need. My woes and tribulations are not as important as yours. Never have been and never will be. Your fake smile and indifference seems pretty par for the course. It Feels like e... » Continue Reading
Babe, you know I'm that rare type. Tryin' to live up to my own hype. Sweeten my coffee with your compliments. Gettin' high off the praise from my accomplishments. Been keepin to myself, sittin back and observing. But now I'm sick and tired of feelin undeserving. I've never been told that I'm lacking ambition, So why shouldn't it be me that's finally getting some recognition? ----- » Continue Reading
Constantly climbing, feel like I'm never reaching my destination. I make jokes at my own expense, trying to mask the feeling of devastation. Thinking, "am I doing this right? Is there something I'm missing?" Counting my regrets, stuck in the past, just thinking and reminiscing. Intrusive thoughts take over, clouding my confidence. Watching others succeed so young makes me question my own competenc... » Continue Reading
Life's a god damn drag, babe and sometimes you're ready for the finish line. Pent up frustrations make me feel like I'm about to redline. Kick the fucking clutch to get my shit into gear. They say "live fast, die pretty." This might just be my year. So much weight on my shoulders the mental fog got me feeling loose. And you all just stand by watching the inevitable wreck of life's constant abuse.... » Continue Reading
She walks down the hall in the dark of night Not noticing the creature lurking to her right She walks as though there is nothing there Ignoring the tall man running his finger through her hair She scratches her head thinking it's just an itch As the small spindly monsters begins to twitch She makes her way to the kitchen to throw away her trash As the little wooly whisper's teeth begin to gnash » Continue Reading