CW/TW: Negative views regarding body weight represented; mention of sex So, my now-ex boyfriend told me he loved me, we had our first kiss, and he asked me to be his GF. The following week, he made enthusiastic love with me for two hours, then dumped me the next day. I insisted on knowing why. He said it's because of my extra weight. I've lost over 50 lbs this year, and over 100 since the birth of... » Continue Reading
This feels so surreal. I've been talking to "Mac" for about a month. Due to me getting a chest cold, our second in-person date has been postponed until next week. On our first in-person date, we had some serious sparks and decided to call it before we got physical. We hugged goodbye, with hugely dilated eyes and tingly butterflies. We've been chatting every day, and I'm getting those sudden random... » Continue Reading
So many emotions! My next date with "Mac" is supposed to be tomorrow (Sunday) evening. I'm hoping that I recover from this cold (no covid) in time! We've been chatting and flirting all week, and I am ... greatly anticipating getting him alone! The things I want to do with him, and to him .... *bites lip* I have never had this experience of anticipating getting physical whilst knowing for sure tha... » Continue Reading
I am really enjoying this slow-paced romance with my new beau! He;s very good at communicating openly which is so refreshing for me. He also responds promptly, and often makes me smile. Our second date on Sunday is going to be us simply chillin on my sofa, chatting and listening to music, maybe watch something, but I think that the main event will be us chatting, snuggling, and likely making out. ... » Continue Reading
Well the guy I'm in desperately deep love with is currently attached, and his GF does not like how close we are. I don't want to cause him unhappiness, so I'm going to leave him be for now. I'm always there for him whenever, just giving him some space. So I went back on Tinder and am now sort of dating a fella who's new to the city. We have a ton in common, and our Zoom date was nice. So we're mee... » Continue Reading
I'm polyam demisexual, feeling lonely while my nesting partner is all NRE with his new GF. Meanwhile I pine away for a man I've loved for over two decades, and with whom I've had many in depth conversations, and feel very close to. In fact it's hard for either of us to say goodbye when we talk. He's hard to get a read on though - sometimes it seems like he just wants to be friends, but other times... » Continue Reading
You know how you can see what your friends are listening to on Spotify (on a desktop, the app doesn't have that feature AFAIK)? Sometimes it seems as though he's playing songs for me, using the songs to say what he feels. We used to listen to music together a lot. Sometimes I play songs for him, and it seems like he's responding with the next song he plays. Or I'm just WAAAAY overthinking it, whic... » Continue Reading
So my husband is allosexual (Google is your friend here), I am demisexual, and we have an Ethically Non- Monogamous/ open to Poly relationship. When we started dating, my son wasn't yet a year old, and I felt lucky to find someone to be there for my son, to be perfectly honest. We agreed from the beginning that our relationship would be open, and that we would have sex with other people while toge... » Continue Reading
It's snowing outside. I'm about to light a joint, have some cocoa, and curl up with some Bridgerton. Cozy. Snuggly. *contented sounds* » Continue Reading