i just moved my tv into the bedroom for days when i need time to myself or whatever. just feels like someones always trying to half ass the groceries.we both are..something. cus we never have enough to last the entire month anymore. i just thought each of us paying 100 for groceries would get us by but i guess not. idk anymore. did therapy ended up having to take benny just now cus i itch so bad.... » Continue Reading
got another delivery this time. god so many frikkin PEAS! i hate peas lol at least in large quantities but i'll eat em if i have to. been working on subnautica. been feeling guilty because i've been on the tv so much but all he has to do is just tell me he wants to use it and i'll get off the ps4. i just don't wan't to be greedy. had a meal from that package today for dinner. not much else i can d... » Continue Reading
Mom cut her hair. Nice to know they get to hang out with her. She doesn't need me around. I'm just gonna stop calling. She doesn't need me she has 3 others. if T can't see why i'm upset then idk what to tell her. I'm tired of calling and no one picking up or calling me back. last time i heard from T was july 10th that is the LAST time before that day and after. but she can't see why i'm upset? eve... » Continue Reading
i've just been feeling so overwhelmed by noise lately and i just want quiet. nothing against anyone honestly ..i think my brain is just...overwhelmed lately. my house is constantly a mess and asking isn't doing anything because honestly i feel like i shouldn't have to ask but it's whatever. i dont' know how to express myself anymore so i've just stayed quiet over things. which is why i don't reall... » Continue Reading
i'm just gonna stay quiet ie go ghost because no one fucking cares how i feel and i get it. it's fine whatever. i'm just...idk. i want to write out how i feel but..it's like what for? no one cares. i hate it here god damn it! » Continue Reading
i guess i'm just gonna stay up tonight to clean a little. this house kinda needs it and then tomorrow is ...nacho fries(?) i don't remember which is why i seriously need a board or something to write shit on. other than that i guess today went ok. got some news from my doctor but it is what it is. skin tag surgery maybe at some point? just needs to set me up with a dermatologist i guess? » Continue Reading
today was ok i guess. last night i streamed and i did pretty good. according to my statistics im half way to affiliate and was thinking about the whole gaining money thing EVEN THOUGH that's not really why i'm streaming. i'm honestly trying to stream to stay out of my head and i noticed that after i stream i kinda sleep ok? idk. but maybe tonight i'll stream more Salt and Sanctuary/sacrifice. othe... » Continue Reading
mostly irritated with myself. idk my feet are always swollen and i have no idea how to switch my fucking insurance to someplace that will take me HERE vs all the way in san diego and no matter what i do my feet swell up unless i am laying down constantly. im just frustrated with myself i think for hte most part and i feel like i treat him like trash.anyway thats all for now. oh yeah and im looking... » Continue Reading
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