tired tired tired i suffer from pretty bad insomnia so sometimes i just literally can't sleep even if i'm very tired and would badly like to. The symptoms of this? at least for me; physical fatigue and exhaustion, inability to focus, intrusive thoughts about unpleasant and/or disgusting things [they will go undescribed here], compulsive reading on trivial subjects w/ little to no relevance to my ... » Continue Reading
i always feel kind of hesitant to accept friend requests from people significantly younger than i am. I know i have no bad intentions but it's one of those "optics" things where i worry about how it looks to other people? does anyone else feel this way or am i overthinking things ? on a completely different note, i hate the idea of a DNI list because they don't work, but i almost feel like i shoul... » Continue Reading
feeling extremely sleepy even tho i slept for almost twelve hours last night. Present feelings are very liminal i would say; it's that weird time of day when my apartment is not really awake yet but the sun is definitely up so the sunlight rolls in and covers everything with a dim glow. definitely "Dim" today, given that it's cloudy outside i've been working on my untitled mecha-themed collectible... » Continue Reading
"I don't know how to start this shit." - NaS I've been wanting to write here more. Not write about any particular thing or any how or why or anything like that. I've been doing a little of it in my bulletins but not as much as i'd like. I think i was kind of caught up on what i "should be writing", but per some advice i stumbled onto today i think i should think about Should less (lol.) [Sideb » Continue Reading
i kinda only idly messed around w/ it when I first made my account but given how Things have been these days i might try to spend more time here » Continue Reading