The town was fairly small, but surrounded by lots of land across the fields. Most of the home owners had farms attached to their acres and so many plants and shrubs that you w » Continue Reading
Looking back at how much I was in love I realize it was nothing but lust nothing but infatuation I was in love with the thought of what we used to be but I wasn't in love with what we've become I was in love with the attention the infatuation the need to not feel lonely but in the end only I was there for myself I don't regret my choices I don't regret where or who my time was spent with but I reg... » Continue Reading
I look around me and see the voices that stand for their well being, while I sit and ponder about the enclosed thoughts I will be shunned if I were to share. Other opinions matter but my own will get me in trouble. One word I say and I will be put down, torn apart, and thrown into the nonsense of just words. Why is it everyone around me can be so entitled to their speech and remain outspoken, whil... » Continue Reading
I try to be the best version of myself, I credit you for giving me that source of happiness when you walk into the room but if I open myself up to you, you'll just see I'm nothing but a broken soul a lost soul looking for validation, but I know I am no good to love, I don't wanna leave, but my brain will just shut you out of my existence, I don't think I'll ever be capable of love, no matter how h... » Continue Reading
As the sun sets, the stars take over the night sky looking past the constellations, all I see is a faded star amongst many stars in the night sky wondering how I can run past the dark clouds avoiding the countless stars in the sky, I run towards the small light, as the sunrise indicates a new day, forgetting the memory of the distant stars » Continue Reading
It is hard to tell the difference between love and manipulation. Anyone can give you words of affirmation and physical affection without necessarily revealing their true intentions. You will never truly know what's behind one's true intentions, as love may be self motivated, being rooted to satisfy the flesh of ones self. It is so easy to arouse feelings by showing the smallest amount of affect... » Continue Reading
Even though it is a long distance away, it is you that makes me look forward to the sunrise disregarding the distance, as I can hear your voice on the other line, It is all i need in that present moment your voice is what makes me look forward to my days it makes me feel hopeful just by the sweetness in your voice waiting for your calls as the day comes to an end, I end my night with your presen... » Continue Reading