I just wanted to talk about gender dysphoria Then sum turbo chud dm’d me “ Hello. Please let me save you a lot of time, suffering, pain, trauma and the heartache of literally destroying or losing your life--this is a fetish. Pure and simple. Enjoy it. Don't let it consume you and take over your life. It will chew you up and spit you out. And get the hell away from these T echo chambers. They wil... » Continue Reading
For most of my life I felt that I’d rather be a girl. That feeling is clearer now in hindsight. It didn’t usually show up that directly. It showed up more as being drawn to things, like that one episode of Johnny Test(rollerblading one and I might be wrong, but I think there’s an episode where they switch bodies I dunno tho) , or that one part of the live-action Scooby-Doo. At the time, I didn’t k... » Continue Reading
"older brother core" "I have the n word pass" "y2k"(but in a sloppy way) "beached hair" I FUCKING HATE THESE RACIST POSER FAST FASHION MEGA CHUDS People will wear this shirt, sweatpants and flip-flops or loafers with bleached hair, and they go around saying the N-word and then have the nerve to call thems » Continue Reading
I’m really struggling with my gender identity in my life as of now. I don’t really feel like a boy, but not a girl either. But if I could choose between male, female, and gender fluid, I would pick female. And I don’t know why. And I fear because I don’t know why, it means it’s not real or not important. But I’ve felt like this for a while. I dunno. TLDR: I don’t really have a gender identity, but... » Continue Reading
I’ve been with this friend group Ever since middle school. Now it's towards the end of my sophomore year in high school. And after constant bullying and like being left out purposefully and being treated like a burden or something to be pitied, I decided to leave. I decided I deserved better. But now I'm just in this awkward state » Continue Reading
Constant continuous misery. I'm getting used to it. I'm just bored right now. There's no crisis, there's no thing to ruminate about, there's no thing to feel guilty about. I have nothing. Nothing, nothing's entertaining. nothing's hitting. » Continue Reading
if you’ve consumed any of these dm me:)) *Rubbing my media shaped belly* Grim Fandango Psychonauts Deltarune Omori EarthBound Invader Zim Attack on Titan Man’s Search for Meaning Firewatch Undertale Yellow Katamari Damacy Celeste NASCAR Ghostbusters Amnesia: The Dark Descent Fullmetal Alchemist King of the Hill The Sopranos The Matrix 2001: A Space » Continue Reading
I feel bad cause I accidentally ghost my friends + I don’t know if people commented on my blog/bulletin. But I could also see an argument where notifications are too intrusive or something I dunno. I just wanna be informed ykyk » Continue Reading
Here is I End is here Here is I So why is thy so under I ought to feel wonder I ought to feel thunder But the road still reaches in defy. To fly, to feel, to loath When do I feel like whole? I know, I know I should, I have But alas, thy don’t know why But the road reaches once and evermore Like a meter that will never quite reach the before A mountain too tall Beckoning to f » Continue Reading