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Category: Life
Yay, another rant! Today I'm going to talk about my brother's wedding. We had arranged for him to take me and my brother shopping for clothes, but he got busy and annoyed with my mom for questioning him about our plan. I even skipped class today to go shopping! We're so anxious because my mom doesn't have money and we don't have much time left. The wedding is on Saturday and we don't have suitable... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
I'm going through a funny situation. Well, I don't think I've ever mentioned here that I want to be a musician. The only problems are that I don't remember the rhythm of two songs I wrote, I don't have enough songs to make a complete album, and I don't have a band yet. I have friends, but none of them play anything, and I don't even know how to play the guitar. I'm screwed. My career hasn't even s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Today I went out with my sister-in-law to buy an outfit for my mother for my sister-in-law's wedding. Up until then, everything was fine, until my mother got out of the car to talk to my aunt and my sister-in-law started a conversation with me. She looked at me and asked: "What psychological problem do you have, 'dead name'?" I looked at her and said: "I'm bipolar like my sister, why the question?... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Well, after rethinking it and reading the comments on my last blog, I've come to the conclusion that I shouldn't tell the whole class, only my friends. This is both for myself and for my mother, and because of the advice I received on the last blog. For myself, because I'm not strong enough to handle so much transphobia; for my mother, because I don't want her to worry when I go to school and some... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Update: I talked to my mom about the idea of coming out to the whole class. Well, she didn't have the best reaction, but I expected it. She cried a little and ended our conversation with "I'm tired and have a headache," and that was it. I'm a little sad now, but it's okay. Well, I did what my school counselor said, I talked to my mom, and now I'm going to see what the next steps are. I'm not 100... » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
Hi again everyone! Today I came to talk about more things regarding my school. Well, today there were math and religious education tests. I did more or less okay on both tests, enough to pass the year. After all, I hadn't remembered the math test and I didn't study much for religious education. In short, I must have gotten a 6 on both. And besides that, I don't know if I mentioned before that I'll... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Today I went to my appointment, and I'm having a mixed bipolar episode, all because of a damn assignment. I found out about this assignment almost at the last minute, and obviously, I panicked and had a depressive episode and was incredibly stressed. I felt so bad about not being able to hand in the assignment that I had a breakdown. Today I'm a little better. I have to take another medication [li... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm feeling a bit bored. Today, after finishing my schoolwork, I went to rest and relax, but nothing relaxed me or made me feel satisfied, and I'm still feeling bad. First, I tried watching videos on TikTok, but it was boring. I tried drawing, but nothing good came out of the scribbles I made. Finally, I tried watching videos on YouTube, but there was nothing special. To be honest, I'm still bored... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Being a trans guy in school is so awful, like you can't say who you really are because you might get bullied [which happened to me] or you just become a ghost because of the fear of exposing yourself. It's so complicated for me. I was lucky that most of the people in my school are LGBTQ+, so I didn't have to hide, because being bullied is horrible and being a scared ghost is even worse. You even f... » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
So, my sister managed to talk to my mom and she said she's going to enroll me in the ENCCEJA exam. However, I'll continue studying at school as usual, but when I pass the ENCCEJA I'll drop out of school and finish my elementary education with the exam so that next year I can just do high school. I don't know what to think about this, I'm a little afraid it might be too much for me, since I'll stil... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Today was my first day at my new school, and I simply loved it! The classes were great, I made friends, and even with a lot of homework, I'm genuinely happy. I worried I wouldn't be able to do it and had several negative thoughts about the school, but everything turned out alright, the teachers are nice, the students became my friends, and all my anxiety disappeared. I'm honestly very happy. I'll ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Tomorrow, despite everything, I'm going to my first day of school. It might take a while for my sister to get my mom to enroll me in the ENCCEJA exam, and I'll go to school in the meantime until my sister convinces my mom. I really want to make new friends and talk, socialize. I haven't talked to people my age in literally two years, except at the CAPS (Psychosocial Care Center) where I go for psy... » Continue Reading
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