"i eat pizza i drink soda "
USA, 15yrsold, alt, i love spongebob and mlp
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I don't really have much of a will to live anymore. I'm 15 and I just keep getting older and older. Collage can't guarantee me a stable job anymore. I'm not going to end it cuz I have too many friends who care about me. It would be selfish to take my life. There is also the fear of failing and living with a chronic illness. That would be worse than where I am now. I think the fear of failing is ke... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I literally just had the best day ever and I was just so happy. I went volunteering for this amazing brand that I love and am so grateful to be a part of. I got to paint and talk to people and socialize. I have another hang out planned for next weekend. I hit my step goal and got to eat everything I wanted. And I still hate my life. I thought I wouldn't cry tonight like I do every other night but ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Many people who dream of immortality are meant with things like "you would get bored" or "you would get lonely". But I believe there are so many things to learn and so many things' humans don't know that immortality would never become boring. I believe the universe is rapidly expanding. There are so many fascinating things in the world and beyond that I wouldn't get bored. I also feel that I would... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I believe I separate people into different categories. Those categories being "feels and no feels" I've noticed certain people I just kinda ignore their feeling and even struggle to believe they have genuine emotions. I don't know if I do this because they act a certain way or some other reason. I noticed this when a person in my life was ranting to me. They've ranted to me about this exact topic ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I'm not trying to be on some cringe lone wolf type stuff (not that there's anything wrong with those kinds of people) It's just that I go into these phases where I become so heartless and cold. I realized the thing I long for greatly, which is being in a relationship, I cannot have because of my dissolute behavior. I try my best to prevent these phases from coming to truth, but my attempts remain ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I had the best dream ever last night. I literally woke up in a puddle of slob after it. It was about the most delicious pizza I have ever had. I haven't gotten to eat pizza in a while cuz I'm on a diet :P It was me and all of my siblings gathered in a pizza place.(Extremely rare I do not have a good relationship with all my siblings) But that's not why the dream was so good, oh no that was just a ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I can't believe it. I thought that I was just evil and became controlling, obsessive, and mean out of nowhere. I would have random days where I would become someone I didn't recognize. Then I would feel like total sh!t about it afterwords. Then I did start to recognize this person I thought iw was just me being evil for no reason. I started to hate myself. I started to believe I was secretly evil... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I feel as if any time anyone gets into a disagreement with someone, Whether it's on social media or irl. The first thing they seem to attack is their appearance. Someone is pretty when you like them and when they piss you off, they're ugly. I personally don't understand this because wouldn't the core of the disagreement stem from their character/behavior and have absolutely no correlation to their... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
More time than I’d like to admit I wonder if humans deserve all the things that are happening right now. The earth has reached not global warming but global boiling, and in 2026 the damages will be irreversible. We are on the brink of WW3. What’s supposed to be the best country in the world is run by oligarchs. I wonder if all this pain is justified for all we’ve done to the planet. When humans be... » Continue Reading
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I used to have a terrible relationship with mom, back then my dreams of her were delightful and inviting. Now I have a good relationship with her and now my dreams of her are frightening. Dreams of her moving me back to a place I don't want to be, dreams of her yelling and screaming at me like she used to. I don't know why I'm having these nightmares. I wonder if it could be that I'm still holding... » Continue Reading
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