"i crave attention"
american/canadian, local loser
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Category: Life
i've been trying to look on the bright side of things i may be a complete loser still, but at least i'm trying to become better i've still got some good friends like three maybe why is it so hard to make friends how did i do it so easily before?? maybe its just really easy when you're a kid or maybe i just wasnt socially inept when i was younger maybe i should join a club, but i also dont know if ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
hello again invisible audience im not sure why i still post these i guess its a good outlet for my thoughts anyways, on with it everyday its just getting harder and harder to continue to try to change i know i need to preserve but i've already been doing that for so long every time i've tried to better myself it just falls apart, and i fear it might happen again i feel lonely, so damn lonely i try... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
wow i really havent made a blog in a good bit i bet SO many people were on the edge of their seats waiting for what jaden has to rant about well everyones prayers have been answered alright where to start well for starters, im changing schools its a bit sad, i like my school, but getting to and from it has become a big stress and also i really do not want to stay in my AP class, so much damn work ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
hello again the few people who actually bother to read these today i want to talk about the past its so easy to let your past, both your actions and the things you've gone through to drag you down as a person i know i have for years now and while it's okay to have trauma, and to be hurt by the things you go through, it doesn't excuse being a shitty person i don't want to be a shitty person anymore... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
(this blog is gonna be a lot) i usually did one of these every week on my old accounts, and im gonna keep up that trend one of these (usually on saturday) every week alright where to begin WOW this week was a lot to take in i've had to deal with so much bullshit but thats just life yk, im nothing special in that regard i've been thinking about my past a lot i have a newfound hope to improve upon m... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
Baby, join me in death Baby, join me in death Baby, join me in death We are so young Our lives have just begun But already, we are considering Escape from this world And we've waited for so long For this moment t » Continue Reading
Category: Life
ive had some time to calm down after everything that happened apparently xy really did mean everything they said about us and yada yada too much for me to explain here but they didnt want to block me i mean thats believable seeing as they messaged me on spacehey pretty quickly after it all happened we're besties again i guess its actually been quite good i dont fully trust them but i just feel a b... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
fucking hell i cannot believe brook was right about her “she’ll never love you as much as i love you” HOW WAS SHE RIGHT? BROOK??? maybe im more of a dumbass than i thought she was right about vix being just like cyn too i dont even gotta lie to myself anymore vix did act exactly like cyn while me and vix were dating wish i had my old blogs for context (vix is my now ex, and cyn was some weird an... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
ive for once in my life decided to read the rules of something and.. THESE ARE SO STUPID?? no wonder i kept getting banned cant talk about so many things relating to mental illness why is this website restricting MY MENTALLY ILL PEOPLE FROM BEING FREE!!! RISE UP #riseup cant even talk about violence like WHAT abuse??? bro??? so dumb…. but uhmmm dont ban me again please thanks!! ^_^ hate how you ca... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
hate being associated with this group because i just SO HAPPEN to also like men and other genders that arent necessarily female because then i get associated with the "IM SO QUIRKY!! >:3" people or forsaken fans or OMORI fans or undertale fans or hazbin hotel fans or.... wait i like all of these things et tu, brutus...? AHHHHH IM A SKITTLE AN AMBIGIOUS SKITTLEEEE » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
I know if you looked for me I'd look you in the eye. I know if you looked for me I'd look you in the eye. I know if you looked for me I'd look you in the eye. I know if you looked for me I'd look you in the eye. I know if you looked for me I'd look you in the eye. I know if you looked for me I'd look you in the eye. I know if you looked for me I'd look you in the eye. I know if you looked for me I... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
a lot of the time i find myself just staring at my laptop screen, with nothing to do i sit there and think i dont like to think i think about everything i've done to others and myself i think about what i am and what im not i think about all the things i couldve done better im a stupid piece of shit, but i know im a piece of shit, so that makes me better than other pieces of shit.. or does it make... » Continue Reading
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