OKAY SO BEFORE IT BECOMES CANON I JUST WANNA SAY I CALLED IT I FICKING CALLED IT! I HAVE BEEN HEADCANONING LUCAS AS GENDERNONCOMFORMING AND OR NOBINARY SINCE DAY ONE (WELL MOSTLY PROJECTING TURNING INTO DESPARATE HEADCANONING) AND GUYS I FOUND THIS ART ON PINTEREST THAT LOOKS HELLA OFFICIAL OF LUCAS AND THOMAS AT PRIDE AND GUYSE GUYS GUYS GUYS LUCAS IS WEARING A NONBINARY CROPTOP YALL I WENT FERA... » Continue Reading
It was on thursday when I set up my first appointment at my college counseling service place with a new therapist. When I was in middle school I was mandatorily put into therapy on account that I had been struggling with self harm and suicidal ideation. Last year in december I finally graduated from therapy, and I was glad to because the more I got better the more I noticed how odd my therapist... » Continue Reading
Transition stuff HRT dreams I long for the day that I will turn 18, this year I'll be 17,, but next year I'll legally gain the right to be myself. I can't wait to inject the first dose of testosterone into myself, and later down the line the feeling of my flat chest when I get to wear a band tee shirt to bed without having to see eee my boobs or risk damaging my ribs by wearing a binder in order t... » Continue Reading
Today was one of those days where I felt I needed a wheelchair. My knees were in so much damn pain that i needed assistance to get to the nurses office, the highschool nurse sent me home but when my mom got home with my little brother she yelled at me. And I understand that my college classes are important, but isn't my health too? I get that my country I don't matter, but I think I should at leas... » Continue Reading
I'm do glad I've finally started working on my children's book again. I'm so excited to create the stories that would have been read to me during my childhood ! » Continue Reading
Gahhh, it's been so stressful lately! Last night I was so tired but couldn't fall asleep. And I've been so tired because my cats keep waking me up at 2 and or three in the morning. And then my dad's alarm wakes me up st 5 and then and hour later my alarm goes off and the feeling of dread I feel each morning is worse than the feeling of dread I had during the elections last year. But last night I ... » Continue Reading