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...just a lost soul.......
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Category: Life
All I ever wanted was someone to play video games with, listen to music together, talk about life, and dreams,... maybe lay out together under the night sky doing nothing, just being.... I never wanted to be sexual, I never wanted to be selfish, or disrespectful,... I just wanted to be good for someone, but someone I loved told me to be that way, and then other girls asked for it, even begged for ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'll keep this short. It's funny how someone can act like the perfect person, like they're everything I ever wanted. Someone I can feel safe with, and trust,... and the moment I'm vulnerable, they remind me of the idiot I am for thinking I could trust anyone.... Literally, I'm never going to be ok,... I'll never be good enough, and I'm only kidding myself for trying....... ...just a ghost wishing... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Don't call me beautiful. Don't say I'm attractive, or hot, I don't want it. Don't say I'm smart, and talented, I don't need it. Don't flirt with me, don't talk me up, don't try to brush my ego. You think it's nice. but it's just vanity, it's worthless. You say I'm so great, till you get bored, or something goes wrong. I'm tired of it. just don't. When someone says " » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Trauma is when an event, something happens in someones life, and that event has such an impact on them it literally changes how their brain works. It's part of how we learn, but can become a detriment.... Imagine someone being hit, over, and over again. Someone raises their hand near them, and they flinch. That's trauma. They react without thinking, because their brain is wired to prepare for... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
I do my best,... it wouldn't mean anything if I didn't take responsibility for my faults.... I don't expect forgiveness,... I know very well the world is cruel....... ...To that one person who tried to be my fried, and I screwed up, I treated you badly, I am sorry.... No excuses, I regret it, I know I was wrong,... I just hope you know that....... ...you deserve better, and I wish I could have b... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
...What can I say,... I'm tired of fake people.... Liers, pretenders,... fake friends....... ...I've been lead on so many times,... told how I'm amazing, how I'm appreciated,... just for them to turn around and treat me like trash....... ...no,... I'm just done.... I'm sick, I'm out of rope,... I can't,... I just can't trust any of you anymore....... ...you promise to stay, say you're different,... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
There are words that deserve not to be said.... Confessions better left contained.... ...something so beautiful,... ...what a tragedy, if tainted by this world.... ...violated by souls not worthy.... ...the greatest sacrifice, the heavest burden.... ...a curse,... to have loved you....... ...a piece of my soul, I'll never get back.... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
...words, words, words,... what's even the point...? ...I don't know why I even bother, what any of this is for.... ...no one here's me,... no one actually cares.... ...silence,... muffling the echoes.... I don't want to hear it.... ...the sweet, empty lies,... the hollow promises.... ...you didn't save me,... you didn't even stay.... ...these echos,... you try to tell me everything will be alrig... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
"Welcome to the world little one." the Goddess says to the child. She breathes life into them, and the child responds with cries. "Here is your first page, your first day" the Goddess says. The child does nothing with it. The second day, the Goddess gives the child a new page, the old one turned to dust. Still, the child does nothing with it. Many days later, and many pages later, the child begins... » Continue Reading
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