F*** you.

All I ever wanted was someone to play video games with, listen to music together, talk about life, and dreams,... maybe lay out together under the night sky doing nothing, just being....

I never wanted to be sexual, I never wanted to be selfish, or disrespectful,... I just wanted to be good for someone, but someone I loved told me to be that way, and then other girls asked for it, even begged for it,... and then acted like I was the creep.  Fuck you.  Fuck all of you.  I wanted to know about your day, hear what's on your mind,... I just didn't want you to feel like you're not beautiful, but fuck you.  Just go to hell.  I didn't deserve to feel like a creep for being vulnerable, and caring about how you see yourself....  You're all fucking ugly to me, cause you're too fucking shallow, conceited, and heartless to even hear what I'm saying.......

...I'm tired of protecting everyone else's feelings, while everyone shits on mine like I'm not supposed to have any....  Oh, I'm not a bother?  How I feel matters?  Fuck you, you left.  Go to hell.

Wanna know a secret?  I told you how I really felt, I opened up to you, I was vulneravle, to see if you were real, if I could trust you.  I wasn't trying to get something, I wanted to see that you understood, and that you could communicate like an actual person.  I wanted you to say what you want, what you feel, say no, set boundries.  Damn, I want someone to just say they don't want sex, or flattery, so I don't feel like that's expected of me.......

...but you know what,... when I'm not talking about intimate stuff, when I just talk about music, or games, people disappear....  People are only interested when there's something they can get from me, but no, I'm the creep.... Fuck you.

...I'm just so fucking done....  Fuck you, and fuck the next person.... -.-