Hey I know my usual posts are fun or just happy but this one will contain things about SH, thoughts of suicide, eating problems, abuse, one mention of SA (kinda). I can’t do it anymore. No one notices. Why don’t they care? Why? I do so much and yet I receive so little. I was a month clean. The thoughts were starting to go away. But no. They just came back. Nothing bad even happened. Maybe I’m just... » Continue Reading
(I meant to post this yesterday…) Hey angelfish :) Today started off with schoolwork like always.. I have one thing to do tomorrow but it’s gonna take so longgg :( I didn’t eat that much today I ate chick-fil-a and that was it! But I’m never that hungry anyway Next.. today was my mom’s birthday! I wished her a happy birthday and gave her some hugs :) I went to my lil bro’s boy scout group thingy ... » Continue Reading
IM GETTING MY HAIR DYED AND CUT ON FRIDAY!! I’m so excited :) I’m getting it dyed black and red and the hair style/cut I’m think of getting a jellyfish cut! So yeah!! XD Bye my Angelfish! I’ll put in my daily report later tonight I love you all! Have a good day/night!!! » Continue Reading
Today was fine. I wish I just slept all day personally but I felt weirdly awake like there was a threat?? It was just weird.. and also I had like three nightmares… but that’s pretty standard for me! I’m surprised I didn’t get more.. anyways Im gonna get my hair dyed and cut on Friday! Im doin red and black!! I am pretty excited Goodnight my Starlights I love you all » Continue Reading
HEYYY!! So my sweet Angelfish.. I’ve been brewing up somethin… MY OWN ANALOG HORROR! Now so you know this will be my first time making an AH (Analog horror).. and I’m not confident in my skills but I have a brain cell, hands, and a love for AH… so I will try my best! ^^ I do not have a yt channel or tiktok account so I can’t post it online… :[ BUT. Do not fret my angelfish. I CAN technically post... » Continue Reading
Ok so I know it’s 1 in the morning and I should be asleep buuuut.. nickname vote becuz yes. :) 1 : Starlights (the current nickname) 2 : Angelfish (cuz it sounds cute) 3 : Night shades (cuz they’re my favorite flowers) And if you all don’t even want a nickname then I’ll just call y’all chat… >:) I’m kidding if you all don’t want a nickname than just tell me! Thank you for reading and goodnight my ... » Continue Reading
Hello again my starlights how are you all? :) Today was ok, I recycled some glass, donated some stuff to goodwill, and decorated my headphones. I also did my school work which took me like.. 40 - 50 minutes. And then for the rest of the day I slept :) Goodnight my starlights sweet dreams » Continue Reading
Hello my starlights :) Today was ok I just feel super drained.. I think I might be on one of my depressive episodes? Idk… but I didn’t really do anything today other than sleep and continuously watch poppy playtime lore/timeline videos.. don’t judge me… anywho I’m gonna start doin therapy again soon! :) Well it’s time for me to take my iron pills so goodnight my starlights I love you all! » Continue Reading
Today was ok! I mostly slept but right now I’m watching fnaf videos I think imma play some minecraft or go to bed idk! But I hope you all had a wonderful day/night!! I love you my starlights sleep well :3 » Continue Reading
What are your favorite flowers starlights? Mine are Nightshades and Morning Glories!! :) Anyway it’s currently 5:38 am and I can’t sleep… -_- I started online school! It’s not as bad/hard as I thought it would be!! >w < Anywho imma try to sleep.. I love you starlights! » Continue Reading
This year will be me and my girlfriends 5th year anniversary :3 And I have no idea what to get her.. do y’all have any suggestions? So far I have a plan : go to the park, cuddle, watch our fav youtube vids together, make dinner together like always, make kandi + pins, and have a sleepover! That’s all I have so far but I need more ideas so please if you have any ideas share them!! :D » Continue Reading
(TW : sh, bullying, and su!c!de ) (Ok I’m a little scared to vent because I don’t know if it’s a safe space to vent I’m still a little new here.. you do not need to read this!) So during this god awful middle school experience I’ve been told to “k1ll myself” and that I’m a waste of air. And you know why I’m being told this? It’s because I wear a tail. That’s it. Just because I wear a tail. This ... » Continue Reading