I'm spiraling. Again. TW if you're reading this btw. I assume most won't want to read this. It's a glimpse into my severe pain. Anyways. I'm falling deep again. I think I'm starting to fall back into a state of psychosis. I did around 6-8 months ago. I was so mentally unwell I thought I was the reincarnation of a certain person that's name starts with dyl and ends with ebold. (avoiding possib... » Continue Reading
I have been battling with disability for a few years now. My mother refuses to acknowledge I have anything as she is scared of looking like a "Bad mom" or having a "broken" child. I struggle with pots and moderately intense chronic pain of my muscles and joints. I have knees that give out on me and » Continue Reading
Can I stop chewing my fucking nails?? I grew them out really long, did really good, and once again they're down to nothing. I've tried all the things, gloves, nail polish etc. Nothing works. I always somehow fall back into the habit. What's it like to have nice, pretty long nails, huh? I fucking envy people that do and also despise them; Not for any real reason though. I just want to be "normal" a... » Continue Reading
I'm so lonely. I wish I had someone to tell me "I love you" and to even talk dirty with me lol. Like why does everyone either hate me or is already taken. I just want a boyfriend sob. I just want someone to shower with love. body:before { content: " "; height: 100vh; width: 100vw; display: block; position: fixed; top: 0; left: 0; z-index: 100; background-image: url(https://64.media.tumblr.com/4241... » Continue Reading
The new albums now-adays have ZERO filler songs and typically no hidden tracks or anything. AND all the songs are either full caps, or zero caps. Like Deftones new album is ALL lowercase and ICP album is ALL uppercase??? Where did the emotion go that went into making albums??? Take issues for example!! Filler songs, hidden songs, emotion in the titles. Where did that go???? UGHHH I hate modern mus... » Continue Reading