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bella | 24 | she/her | INFP SO/SP 9w1 | artist
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why do i do this?
Category: Life
Everyone around me is so ambitious and goes after what they want in a present and grounded way. Even my friends, who are struggling with mental illness like me, still have the capacity to start projects and actively connect with one another. Meanwhile, I feel like I'm stuck in a fugue state. If it weren't for loved ones' concern (and frustration) for my future or general wellbeing, I'd probably st... » Continue Reading
dreading work
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
does anyone else dread coming into work? i feel a sinking in my chest the day before each work day, no matter the length or the task. i've been a grocery store cashier for 4 years, and it's not the worst job in the world by any means. i like my coworkers, the pay is alright, my managers are fine, and the work itself is pretty easy. besides the occasional grouch, the customers are nice. my job isn... » Continue Reading
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End of August
Category: Life
Feeling kinda blah today 😔 I slept in to 11 and have been feeling guilty all morning. I hate when I sleep in. Throws off my rhythm and makes me feel lazy. Part of me is compassionate because I probably needed the sleep? But at the same time I can't help but think of all the things I could've done with those extra hours I had lost. Currently reading "We Need Your Art" by Amie McNee which is pretty... » Continue Reading
decision fatigue
Category: Life
You ever think about how the more choices you have, the more paralyzed you feel? I often kick myself for spending my days off napping or scrolling. Why do that when I can read, journal, draw, watch a show or movie, play a game, meditate, go out, listen to music? But there lies the problem... Perhaps I give myself too MANY things to do, so in the back of my mind no matter what I do I think I'm miss... » Continue Reading
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my first blog
Category: Blogging
Hi there! Was thinking of starting a little blog here since I have fallen in love with this website. Will most likely treat it as a diary or maybe just post random thoughts here but we'll see. Anyway my name is Bella, I'm 24 years old and I enjoy video games, writing, drawing, and music. Also I love cats and cute stuff!!! Looking forward to posting more in the future! » Continue Reading