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Category: Blogging
I’ve been through a lot, I won’t specify, but I’ve been an unhealthy person mentally and physically for years and I have to say that I actually like it sometimes, probably not because I like being unhealthy but because it’s whats familiar to me. that feeling of not brushing my teeth for months, forgetting to shower, sleeping on the floor, SH, unhealthy relationships (not limited to romantic), havi... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I’ve been sick for a while, like seriously sick, in and out of the hospital kinda sick, the kind of sick where I have to fly out to another country or city to get checked. I’m in so much pain, I can’t move, everything hurts. I still miss my ex lmao » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I don’t really love him anymore, thinking of the memories we had I don’t feel much joy from them anymore, but I still feel longing for him because of how familiar he is to me and how I’m used to his presence and existence. I just miss that feeling of familiarity but I’m not sure if I feel positively about him or not. I feel like I’ll get hurt if we actually interact but for some reason I find myse... » Continue Reading
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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
He keeps appearing in my dreams as a stalker or as just a background character, I don’t know how to get him to stop appearing, I don’t know if I miss him or if I hate him or what I feel about him but he just keeps appearing in my dreams I can’t sleep because of it it’s so frustrating Sometimes I do miss him, but I know he wasn’t good for me and I wasn’t good for him » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Ever since i was younger I always got canker sores, even if i had a healthy diet i would still get them to the point i had over 10 at a time, couldn’t brush my teeth and couldn’t eat or speak. It hurt so much to open my mouth and back then i didn’t know why. Now i still get canker sores but I realized a pattern that i’d get them when I had done something sinful such as gossip, speak too much, spea... » Continue Reading
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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Yeah I'm writing abt dreams again. Yeah it's weird but idc. I had this weird dream where I was in this empty room and the room consisted only of walls and a floor so no doors or windows or anything, just a carpeted floor, white walls and an annoying ass buzzing noise like i was in the fucking backrooms. I kinda just sat there not knowing what to do when suddenly i start hallucinating like i saw so... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm so sad because I know all my friends are wanted, all of them have their person and have the people that want them. But the thing is I'm the backup friend, the friend everyone goes too when they get lonely. Need HW answers? They go to me. Need someone to call at 1 AM cuz they know i'm always awake? They go to me, and because of that I started getting paranoid of sleeping because the only time I... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Recently I have been feeling weird. I can’t feel super much, usually I only feel nothing and have a bit of rage in my heart but that's about it. I keep falling asleep and zoning out. I just can’t stop sleeping i sleep in class, in the car, no matter how much i sleep i just need more and more sleep. People ask me "You slept the entire class how are you not tired?" And honestly I don’t know I just k... » Continue Reading
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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Is it just me or does anyone have those rlly weird dreams where people who have never met are interacting in the most intimate way, the storyline is more complex than any piece of fiction you have seen and just in general its so weird. I write down all my dreams and its rlly fun » Continue Reading
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