**Trigger warning: this blog does mention suicide.** Please take care of yourself and skip this blog if the mention of suicide isn't good for your well-being. I will catch you at my next blog! Hi, my name is Tori. I saw SpaceHey on TikTok and came up with an idea. I had been struggling with my mental health for a long time because I felt like I couldn't talk about my feelings. The town I grew up ... » Continue Reading
Well, my husband got a new job in my hometown! So we are heading home tomorrow morning! It will take two days to get back home. Got the truck fixed so this trip will be better. I probably won't be active until we get to where we staying. So I'll check on my phone when I have service. I am excited to hang out with my friends and family. » Continue Reading
It looks like I might be going home in two weeks. I’m so ready to leave Wyoming and finally be back in Arkansas with my family and friends but I’m also scared. Every time I go home, I’m paranoid my ex will find me. He once told me, “If I ever see you again, I’ll kill you.” And I believe him. He’s followed me and my best friend around town before, only backing off when he realized we were heading... » Continue Reading
Hey! If you're new to my blog, my name is Tori. Today I did a few things. I met a nice lady from the Czech Republic. She was cool to talk to. We just sat outside and talked about life. She told me about her life back in the Czech Republic. She moved to America long before I was born, she said lol. She hasn't been back since she left, and she told me sometimes she gets homesick—but she moved here f... » Continue Reading
Saw this in a blog last night and wanted to join the fun! 1. What are you the proudest of? Me. Because I have changed so much since 2023. 2. What are the best and worst purchases you’ve ever made? Best was the divorce fees. Worst bought a car that he used to cheat on me with his coworker and then he blew up the motor on purpose because he knew I would get it back. Dumbass realized after he did... » Continue Reading
Just a boring day but good day. I am going to Colorado this weekend. FaceTimed my Mom and just talked about family lore. We also talked about me and my husband moving back to Arkansas. I miss my family but I will be home soon. But I have been active on bulletins. I am tired so since I didn’t type much I have a picture for y’all hehe. Found this and thought it was so cute! โฌโฌโฌโฌโฌโฌโฌโฌโฌโฌโฌ๐พโฌโฌ๐พโฌโฌ๐พโฌโฌโฌโฌโฌโฌโฌ... » Continue Reading
Hey guys, just a quick update on the drama that went down at my motel. So, you might remember my last post where I was feeling super overwhelmed. Well, I'm in a better place now. Anyway, I just found out that the new manager who locked me and Pepper out of our room (yeah, that was a whole thing) got FIRED! She thought she knew better than the owner (who was training her) and refused to learn the m... » Continue Reading
Pretty boring day. Put I did work on a little video for TikTok. But since I don’t know what to type about today. Plus SpaceHey has been shutting down all day. I decided to show you these since no blog. » Continue Reading
Hi, I’m Tori. If you read my first blog, you know I deal with BPD, depression, and anxiety. I started sharing because I expected responses like *“Pray it away”* or *“It’s not that bad.”* But today, my BPD and depression felt overwhelming—they seemed to team up against me. Nothing bad actually happened, and honestly, they don’t need an event to intensify. I got up, made myself some frozen pancakes ... » Continue Reading
Sorry for the late post. I can’t sleep. I was thinking Sundays would be like a day I take a break from blogging. I just spent all day with my husband laughing at Reddit stories Smosh does. We also cooked some delicious Italian chicken. I’m lucky I don’t have to cook all the time because my husband loves cooking, and even if it isn’t cooking, he always helps me with chores. I also started decoratin... » Continue Reading