"i feel like my soul is ripping apart my body"
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school is in two weeks and i havent changed one bit. yk im actually terrified because i have no friends and social life is important in school. like who am i gonna sit with? w/ who am i gonna chill at the breaks? nobody in my class likes me, i get them tbh. 9th grade will break me i know it. but lets be positive once, im gonna beg my mom to go shop w/ me tmw. i also wanna paint on some white tees... » Continue Reading
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genuinely i fucking hate myself. i am such a piece of shit it makes me wanna rip my skin off. like how can i still be on planet earth. i am selfish, apathetic, arrogant, pathetic, ugly and fucking useless. i dont have any fucking irl friends because i am a piece of shit, i understand now why they left me. my whole existence is useless and painful. im fucking dumb and i dont even have any talents, ... » Continue Reading
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hello i thought about pretty privileges today and i noticed that it actually affected me. me personaly i think that im pretty average if not below but it seems that im not. for example here, spacehey, i only got my profile pic and ppl add me cuz im pretty or tell me that im gorgeous, but it only one pic and stragers online. tiktoks, i do lipsyncs sometimes or just post pic of myself and more then ... » Continue Reading
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hello. this is me just yapping. its so relaxing. anyways... i was thinking lately about my emotions. the more i dig into my brain the more i notice how miserable i actually am. my life is actually pretty good. yeah i dont have friends, but everything else? decent. i have a place to live, hell, i have my own room, a pc, loving mother, a pet and i have freedom. but.. idk. i might be depressed (not ... » Continue Reading
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i dont think anyone is gonna read this, so this is basically like a public diary. my grammar is ass also so its a hard read too.. oh i noticed i can chose who can read it... im an attention seeking little pig so its public lol. anyways, the subject is ~lonely~ that means i'll cry about my situation at school at the moment.its bad. like really bad. i was pretty popular. in second half of 2024 i ha... » Continue Reading
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