pretty privilege

hello

i thought about pretty privileges today and i noticed that it actually affected me. me personaly i think that im pretty average if not below but it seems that im not. for example here, spacehey, i only got my profile pic and ppl add me cuz im pretty or tell me that im gorgeous, but it only one pic and stragers online. tiktoks, i do lipsyncs sometimes or just post pic of myself and more then once ppl wrote in the comments that im pretty, again its the online world. my mom tells me im beautiful but thats normal, her friends tell me that weird but well im their friends child. my ex-friends told me that im pretty. they said theyre kinda of jealous, they even said that im pretty w/o makeup and that theyre jealus of that too. i get catcalled on the streets and sometimes cars honk at me and once even put their head out to me. (wait thats kinda crazy) i got asked for my number on the street twice. alr lets talk about the main topic now. i feel that people are nicer to me, espeacialy who dont know me well, cuz of my looks. like when i have bad days, idk greasy hair or yk those  days, ppl act different. they dot smile that much or are like more casual while when i look good or at least feel good they do seem interested or like friendlier. idk if its just me but thats how i feel.. but all in all looks do matter and i hate that.