I’m realizing the extent of my anger. To go so long with it, and to watch the extent of the lack of self control, the giving into desires so consistently that lead to so many issues as a young kid? I don’t wanna be caught up in those things, to lack that type of character. Wishing the world was a little less like this, a little less indulgent… wishing I was a little less indulgent, and more involv... » Continue Reading
Do you worry? I figured you do. There’s a lot of things we need to worry about nowadays. This worry affects every ounce of ourselves, this unique fear. I don’t want us to be afraid, I want us to be strong, and to show solitude with each other. I wish one day we’ll eliminate the sadism, and the hedonism that takes all of ourselves for granted, that brings those of weakness to their knees. You wanna... » Continue Reading
The violence, the call to arms, the wrath, the destruction that’s constantly faced. I’m tired of it, I am sick of it all. To make it clean again, to make the world clean again… that seems only so fair. To eliminate the hedonism and cruelty that’s lead us to this point should be our only option. We must work to dissolve the grease that has stained us all, and to not stand under that sentiments seem... » Continue Reading
I am trying to get into writing, and I understand a bit with what my goal is with it, but I’m looking for whatever tips I can for it. » Continue Reading
Seeing that I was friends with someone for a year straight, had some flirtatious and other types of moments, and them almost purposely attempting to lead me on (to little avail since I did not particularly want or care for any relationship with them) just to find out that for a year straight they had been on “break” with someone and NOW after they had invested so much time, and so much energy into... » Continue Reading
I’ve started to truly admire my time. The inspiration I find from myself, my friends, and the things I consume in my spare time has lead me to truly admire myself a lot more than I have, and admire greater life to such a degree that could not be brought about by just anything. I find enjoying, and doing is the best of everything. A somewhat separate note brings me back to what makes me love everyt... » Continue Reading
It’s ok to have bad days, good days, days where you don’t have anything happen. There’s just so much we have to account for between our moods, life, others, and the world around us it’s never going to be fully natural to just pursue pursue pursue someday. You are not a failure, you are not a burden, you are someone with truly infinite possibilities and opportunities that make it impossible to not ... » Continue Reading
Hard to look back in high school and not see myself as manipulative. I don’t feel or see myself as a normal person because of it. I don’t know what to think of myself because I’m clearly not ashamed, but I’m more or less just surprised I was capable of those things. » Continue Reading