You’re doing just fine.

It’s ok to have bad days, good days, days where you don’t have anything happen. There’s just so much we have to account for between our moods, life, others, and the world around us it’s never going to be fully natural to just pursue pursue pursue someday. You are not a failure, you are not a burden, you are someone with truly infinite possibilities and opportunities that make it impossible to not get lucky just once. You keep going, you don’t stop, and you never lose that spark that keeps you moving.