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Category: School, College, University
I take AP Calc BC, and i have not been paying attention for the entire unit. I missed a day and just went completely downhill. My test is in three days, on Thursday, and as long as I eat sleep and breathe calculus i'll make it. I'll make it. Unit 3, I'm going to kill you. » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
you live vicariously through another friend group? half of the group loves me, the other half doesn't. i like to hear about what happens in that friend group, because then I feel included too. i can pretend I belong to something more than what I am. » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
i didn't get as nervous as i normally do, just kept talking with my friend. is this the revenge i wanted? to live uninhibited by his presence? » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
do you ever just feel like a sub 5 without pounds of makeup on if i was pretty enough maybe he'd tolerate my odd behaviors i can't be weird and ugly that's dumb these eyelashes itch but boy howdy do they reel everyone in » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
i love tron omgmfgmgfmm i love tron i love tron i love tron grr bark bark bark i just saw ares adnd im like so happy hahuahua ares is even better when ou watch the shitty old tron and the other tron its so flipping good ofhg;ds » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
i spent two years of my life slowly building myself into someone that maybe---MAYBE---you'd consider. that maybe you'd learn to love. who am i now? who have i become? do i love the self that I've manufactured or do I need to change again? i hope it isn't the latter. I tried to be like you, and I love you, so I guess I love the self that I am now. but i will have doubts. and they will linger. hope... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
why must i break everything i try to fix? why am i so useless? what have i done to deserve torment as bad as this? i have no desire to go on. what's the point of living if you never loved me? » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
stress is how i feel alive. i romanticize crying in bathrooms and then going to do homework. suffering is a blessing and the sick pain in my chest is a virtue. » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
i don't want them. at all. there are countless reasons as to why i feel that way. but what would they look like? i want to see what my kids would look like without having them. it'd be cool to see what they'd look like i think. i say "not with anyone in particular", but I have someone in mind. » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
snapped out of the lovesickness, thankfully. hi. My AP bio class doesn't have too many people, and I'm at a table with two other people. And I'm so sorry, but they baffle me. It pisses me off. During the lab, they literally could not hold anything straight. Like genuinely, how hard is it to STAND THERE and hold a grad cylinder?? And the second part of the lab got so messed up that I had to stay af... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
it's so distracting man...it sucks ass, I wanna focus on my homework instead of thinking about dates or holding hands or kissing like UUGHHHH LET ME GET A DIPLOMA AND A DEGREE BEFORE THIS PLEAAASEEEEEEEE omg kill me daydreaming feels too nice, i don't wanna have to worry about homework or pretending to be pretty or eating food i jst wanna daydream forever and everrr......... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
oh my gosh he's LITERALLY JUST A GUY. OHHH MY GOSH. WHY DO I WANT HIM THIS BAD i can ffel the biological urge to love. i can't resist it. im supposed to be doing my biology homework but noooooguuuhhhghhhghhh im thinking bout this GUY and how much i wanna KISS HIM. holy freaking crap. stupid stupid stupid. i can;t stop thinking about his eyes and his hair and fuuccckkkkhhgggghhhhhhh he's so pretty... » Continue Reading
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