my aversion to metal grows stronger every day. somebody threw away my only plastic utensil for the trip. the metal spoon of anguish tortures me so. merely grazing it within my finger tips brings forth a wave of full body tingles strong enough to trigger my gag reflex. still I persist, for the sake of myvanilla iced cream. #adhd » Continue Reading
I’ve underestimated the power of a mini buzzball and now I can’t doing anything without shutting my eyes and collapsing for a few seconds » Continue Reading
can’t even thirst over fictional men because it’ll go from thinking “sephiroth is so hot I want him” to “why can’t I be you >:(“ the attraction is so quick to turn to anger lmao I hate being trans sometimes » Continue Reading
it looks like I can still use the app I guess but the SpaceHey website got banned in my state due to an age verification policy ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ fucking hate it here bro I am NOT uploading my drivers license online » Continue Reading
you know when you finish a show or something and then you’re suddenly hit with a devastating sense of emptiness, like a black hole just swallowed everything you just dedicated several hours of your life to and left you behind, perhaps similar to a sense of abandonment? I literally can’t listen to the end credits song of The Case Study Of Vanitas because of the sudden gut punch it gives me like.. ... » Continue Reading
every day I mourn the loss of not existing within a time and place where I could surround myself with gorgeous architecture and little Victorian boy clothes 😔😔 sad American ouji moment » Continue Reading
so starting off strong with my dad forcing me to make a Christmas list and then ignoring everything on it, happens every year so I can’t really be surprised. I wish he would have skipped my Christmas this year since I’m an adult and he said last year would be my last Christmas but whatev. After I put on my list that I wear a size small in shirts (because I knew he wouldn’t get any of the items I ... » Continue Reading
so usually I’m a huge hoarder with the little money I earn because I get paid not even $11 an hour after tax, for 4 hour shifts two days a week, so after I pay for gas I have like maybe around $120 for that paycheck. so, to avoid getting kicked out I had to go back to college this semester. $832 for ONE CLASS 😀 literally almost shat myself when I saw that omfg I literally cried handing over my ca... » Continue Reading
I am convinced that people solely drink alcohol to punish themselves because what do you mean you sit down at a restaurant and think “ooo the drink of absolute disgust and horror sounds amazing I love when the fluid I ingest causes my face to turn with discontent and I especially love when it fucking burns like hell going down” like I don’t understand is your ultimate favorite flavor medical suppl... » Continue Reading
Anybody have any recommendations for drawing tablets or even programs? Right now I just use ibis on a slow Samsung tablet with a drawing pen I bought somewhere for like $15, and I’ve always been curious as to how much I could improve with an actual drawing tablet I’m not really all that skilled of a drawer anyway but I’ve been down in the dumps lately and so far haven’t found any motivation to dr... » Continue Reading