This week has been pretty hard on my mental health. My uncle passed away last Friday and my grandma took a pretty bad fall last Sunday breaking a leg and hurting her hips. My grandma had fallen while walking her dogs, she doesn't take her phone with her so when she never came back to the elderly home she lives at the police and my mum was alerted. Luckily she is safe and in hospital, my mum has ur... » Continue Reading
Warning, talk of eds and body issues ahead. :) I wanna turn this into a mini series on here. I had therapy this morning and i told my therapist how i felt better after blogging my feelings and she was really supportive! She said it sounded like a great idea and encouraged me, so here i am again writing about stuff. If you think none of this makes sense » Continue Reading
Ive already written on here about how i struggle. This blog is basically just going to be a massive yap session for me. As an autistic woman who was diagnosed late (at 16) It makes me really sad how much i could've thrived if it was caught in early childhood. I was always the 'quiet nerdy girl' to my peers and 'too quiet but a pleasure to have in class' by my teachers. I started struggling with de... » Continue Reading
It was my 20th birthday on Friday, and sadly i did not have a very good day. Everything just kept going wrong. My four friends agreed to come and hang out with me and i made bracelets for each of them (i love crafting things for my friends) and every one of them cancelled :') I ended up just going shopping with my boyfriend. That's the main thing upset me. The rest isn't too important. But anyway... » Continue Reading
Its my birthday tomorrow, and im not excited :') My worst fear is getting older, and now i feel like all my time is running out. Im not young anymore and thats scary as hell haha. im going to be 20, so ill be saying goodbye to my teenage years today. im really sad that my teen years were wasted with bullying, mental health struggles and never leaving my bedroom. i wish i got to have a good teenage... » Continue Reading