this might be a little random but every single one of my blog entry's are so who really cares? Anyways, i lowkey wanna make a song but i dont know how to sing and i cant write anything without using damn chatgpt😓 Idk why, i love writing, i even wrote a whole 25 chapter book (that took me 3 years to finish) and i love writing poetry but i cant write fucking song lyrics??.. And i used to think that ... » Continue Reading
I don't even know what to call this feeling bro. Like at random times ill just be hanging out with my mom or something and out of NO WHERE ill say "Ill be fine as shit as a boy." And I started it saying a little to much that she told me that if I felt like I wanted to transition she would help me and all that shit.. I said no real fast not in like a bad way but I didn't wanna talk to h... » Continue Reading
Im backkk.. again😓. So I'm a big spender i like spending my money as soon as i get it. So a family member promised to buy me a iPad as long as i save up the money and stuff. And it was so HARD for me to save up 400 dollars without buying things.. i literally deleted all my clothing apps and food apps just so i wouldn't get the urge. So today i went out with that person happy asf because I'm thin... » Continue Reading
Its 12 in the morning and instead of sleeping and being a normal teenager I'm up staring into the complete DARKNESS thinking about what I'm gonna do with my life. And now all of sudden i have the urge to learn how to my make clothes, do my nails, write a whole frickin book, and even rearrange my whole entire house. Please don't tell me I'm the only one who stays up randomly planning out their w... » Continue Reading