I know I've been missing for a while but I forgot this app existed lol My anger issues is getting worse. Actually, alot of my mental issues are getting worse. Isn't that just wonderful?! I'm generally so stressed out because of the people I live with it's CRAZY!! I made new friends, well, online, but still! They're the best people EVER!! They understand me so well. Idk what I would do without them... » Continue Reading
I am not human, I am I singular thorn of a rose. Declined by mankind and tossed to the side, I suppose. Sometimes I wish I was a rose Flourishing and loved in a healthy abode But no. Not me. For all I am, is a singular thorn of a rose. » Continue Reading
This is just a more detailed life update. I'm just here to summarize my life right now as a whole. That girl I liked about 2 weeks ago? I don't like her anymore! Turns out she's been manipulating me and didn't even like me as a friend when we first met. She pretends to be SUPER nice to people even if she hates them! So, now I don't like her. IM FREEEE :D One of my friend groups are falling apart b... » Continue Reading
I am GENUINELY exhausted. This isn't a vent or anything, but I literally cannot get out of bed unless I'm forced to. All I do is lay here all day feeling useless but overworked any time I'm asked to do something. I want to do SOMETHING, but at the same time? I don't want to do anything. School is exhausting. When I manage to stop failing one class, I'm somehow failing another. I feel like I'll nev... » Continue Reading
i feel like I'm in purgatory too good for hell, unable to enter the flames before me too bad for heaven, unable to enter the gates and all of their glory so I walk along the outside my soul never resting even after i have died this punishment feels worse than all that's combined a constant ticking clock that has never once chimed the constant reminder that I played with my time the everlasting fee... » Continue Reading