Hi!!

This is just a more detailed life update. I'm just here to summarize my life right now as a whole.

That girl I liked about 2 weeks ago? I don't like her anymore! Turns out she's been manipulating me and didn't even like me as a friend when we first met. She pretends to be SUPER nice to people even if she hates them! So, now I don't like her. IM FREEEE :D

One of my friend groups are falling apart because of a situation that was escalated far beyond the meaning. The girl I used to like is the main reason and she wants me to stop talking to friends who are friends with one of my friends because she's mad at them. I won't do it.

My relationship with my mother has gotten no better. But now? I can't bring myself to care about it anymore. I can't bring myself to care about her, or really anything anymore.

I haven't spoken to my father in a bit, but we are on good terms. I think he's fixing my bike for me to use in Sophomore year because my school is far away.

I passed all my classes this quarter with ABC's! So, I think I'm doing really good in school now!

I wish I got more pictures with my friends in freshman year.

I'll miss one of my teachers, he was nice.

I fear sometimes I can feel myself slipping back into the way I used to be. Unfeeling. Uncaring. I like showing my emotions! It's awesome. But, the numbness I used to feel for years? I can feel it again. I don't want to let it control me again, or I'll lose everything I worked so hard for again.

Thanks for reading if you did!! <3