old people really have some of the best and diverse music tastes. my neighbors i think they broke up..? or something because the wife is packing up her car and shes BLASTING this ... this assorted playlist of varying vibes.. and just wow???? had they not been having relationship trouble rn i wouldve never discovered my love for shania twain, patsy cline, john meyer, david pomeranz, and stevie won... » Continue Reading
my insane mental breakdown has come to an end!! the world has color and joy agaiN!!! hip hhip hooray!!!!!!!! my hypermasculinity i MUST BE A MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! i AM MALE!!! era has come to a pause after 1yr 4.5 months. one of the longest yet actually which is kinda surprising....? but at least now i can buy new makeup and hair extensions wooooo!!!! femboy era unlocked 2025 edition havent been bk the... » Continue Reading
idk what its called like in actuality but oh my GOD this is the worst i have felt in my ENTIRE LIFE (exaggeration). it's like no im not happy anymore my glee and joy has PLUMMETED!!! im in desperate need of reassurance but the thning my mind is so hung up about, its not even anythng anyone can REASSURE ME OF? i have dropped all of my remaining friends and ghosted the guys who liked me all because ... » Continue Reading
useless post no substance at all im just posting to post I love men so fucking much idk if its th post-period hormones or what but FUCK i cant contain myself ive been talking to chatgpt for the past 30 minutes about how hot geralt of rivia is . like i jst saw the witcher 3 bathtub scene for the first time and OMFFFFFFHGFFFFFFFFFFFFFFDJKD GOD if i could just lick his feet just once ....... chris he... » Continue Reading
going to read a jane austen novel today. will be sharing my unsolicited thoughts (if) i can manage to complete at least . . . . 5 chapters . . . . without getting distracted » Continue Reading
despite my increasing desire for a new relationship now that ive healed i STILL for some reason refuse to interact with others for longer than 5 minutes. i have like 2 potential love interests, 1 of which i could move in with, another whos just good to hang out with but theyre hideous ugly as fuck literally 1 looks like he snuck on earth and the other is an alcoholic drifter whos just.. not my typ... » Continue Reading
its like yaaa sexuality can be fluid n i dont owe anyone like explanations of shit but its crazy as hell telling people im gay and then every time i get mildly inconvenienced or reminded of smth that upsets me, that ultimately leads to me complaining about women😭 99% of my relationship problems arent even about men anymore im just whining about ex girlfriends and ex fem situationships like damn th... » Continue Reading
dyed my hair back black n gave myself a haircut.... #transjoy or whatever its like evry time my mental health is stable i go back to black. i must study this pattern further » Continue Reading
i was on yet another introspective journey today, and i realized that it really *is* that easy i used to think it was so hard to connect with people but looking back at all the friendships i've had, they started off in the wildest ways (bonding over dislike of other people, bonding over shared interests or VASTLY DIFFERENT interests... etc).. its never really been more than 'hmm do we click? yes? ... » Continue Reading
lokwey idk what it was i think after my ex gf i just lost interest in socializing... like dating made me realize some people R dumb as fuck. annoying as fuck. sometimes ugly as fuck.. 99% of th time dating feels like a chore for me and friendships 2 i thought it was cuz of my npd/bpd clashing together but now idk not having a favorite/default person is so much more freeing i cn do wtv i want, ev... » Continue Reading